Embrace The Payne

With All My Love.

Dearest Liam, 

If your reading this right now then I guess that means I'm gone. Don't worry, I can assure you I'm fine. I'm doing well; I'm okay. I know it's going to be hard but you have to stay strong. For me, for the lads, for you. For us. 

Maybe I don't know all of the secrets and all of the answers but I do know that I love you Liam. Don't forget that. And don't forget to forget. Okay? You hear me? Don't forget to forget. Please. I'm sorry it has to be this way. You are my best friend. I know you are Liam. And don't give up because now I remember you. Mission accomplished right? 

I asked if I could bring a friend but no visitors are allowed. It's okay, though Liam. I'm with you Liam. Right in your heart. If you ever need me, know that I'm there with you. I know you'll live a great life. I know you'll meet someone you love and you'll get married and have kids. Please be happy. I'll give you a shout out up here. I'll be waiting Liam. And no matter what, I'll always be with you. 

Your BrilLIAM.

Stay away from spoons. I'll always remember you, Liam. Even if I forgot before. Just know that I know. 

With all my love. I wish you the best Liam. ~Vanessa. xx

My Main Man Tommo,

Louis, where do I begin? You've been an amazing friend. You've made me laugh and you've helped me through the tears. Sometimes you've shared them with me. I've declared you as my therapist but don't tell Zayn he might get jealous.

 I love you Louis. I really do. I'll always remember the memories we've shared and had together. Oh and by the way, it was Liam and I who pulled that prank on you and Harry. Not Niall. Couldn't wait as long as I would have to, to tell you. Don't beat Liam up about it. I don't know what to do Louis. Please help me.

 I don't know how Liam will take this and I need him to be okay. Promise me he'll be okay. I'm depending on you. You will always be Superman to me. Don't ever forget that but try to forget me. Just remember good memories. Moments. 

That's your favorite song right? I know it is. I hope things turn out well for you. You have a bright future ahead of you. Never grow up. Always pull pranks and joke around. Be you. Your not afraid to be yourself and I admire that about you Louis. Stay fabuLOUIS. Have a great life. I'll see you up here some day. Tell Jimmy I protested. The odds just weren't in my favor. 

With all my love. I wish you the best Louis.~Vanessa. xx

The King Of Nandos, 

Hey Niall! How are you doing? I'm well, yeah. I'm doing good. Don't worry about me. Make sure everyone holds together and everyone's okay, alright? Do that for me will you? I know this may be hard but you'll get through this. I know you will. You all will. I may be gone physically but I'm with you spiritually and I'm always in your hearts. 

Never forget that. I will always be here. I'm looking down on you Niall. I'm sorry about what I did before. That's our secret. I'm surprised I actually have a secret anyway. It's with you too. If you want, you can tell the lads now. I'm okay with it. I'm glad you stopped me, though. I wouldn't have seen things I need to see.