(Marauders era) Remus Lupin x depressed reader.

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A/N 305 reads! I never expected to get so much. Also it's #2 in xdepressedreader like holy shit! Thank you guys!

Suicide. Something you had wished for for years. You just could never bring yourself to do it, and here you were sitting on your bed contemplating the best way to do it. You had already ruled out slitting your wrists, it would just be too messy. You knew you couldn't overdose; that never works. You could hang yourself. No, that might scare some kids, and where would you even get a rope. Then, it hit you. You could find one in the forbidden forest. No one would notice if you left, and even if they did, they wouldn't even be able to find your body for a while. So, you decided. You would hang yourself tonight, in the forbidden forest.

"Y/n!" Cassiopeia was waving a hand in front of your face. "It's time to work on that potions essay!"

"Oh, right!" You pulled out your book.

You ended up learning a lot about potions. They were quite interesting.

"Oh shit!" Cassiopeia looked at the time. "I gotta go! See you at dinner, Y/n!" With that she ran out of the room, leaving you with you're thoughts. Wow, she didn't even have time for you! You must be soooo boring!

"Just shut up!" You said quietly.

Why should I? After all, you need someone to help you get through the rest of your short lived life without being a failure. OH WAIT! You already are!

"Stop it!" you said a little louder. The voice kept murmuring words to you. "Stop it Stop it Stop it Stop it Stop it Stop it Stop it Stop it-" You felt a hand on your shoulder.

"Y/n? You alright?" You turned around. It was Lily. No I'm not alright, Lily. Nothing about me is alright.

"Yup!" You faked a smile. She gave you a hesitant look before nodding, and walking to her bed. You curled up under the covers and slowly fell asleep.

You ended up waking up around 1 am, just in time for your plan. You wrote a quick note, put it outside the boys dorms and started walking into the forest. You knew you would have to avoid Hagrid's little house, because he might be awake right now.

You somehow managed to avoid Hagrid's house, but not before you grabbed a rope from the side. After walking for about 30 minutes, you decided you were far enough into the forest to do it. You quickly tied the rope into a noose shape and tied it to the tree. You sighed and prepared yourself to do it.

You looked up at the starry night sky. It was beautiful and certainly a sight you would've liked to be my last. You put the rope around my neck climbed the tree and jumped.

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A/N

Hi! Sorry for the cliff hanger and sorry that I haven't updated in a while I've been working on a draft for another story. I will try to post another chapter today or tomorrow.