(Marauders era) Remus Lupin x depressed reader.

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I'm going to try to post once or twice a week at LEAST since I haven't really been updating consistently. In Sirius' point of view btw.

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I was livid. Why the hell would Remus do that? It was obvious that Y/n had a crush on him and valued his opinion at lot, so why did he act like such a bitch. It's not Y/n's fault she has depression and was abused, and saying that she needs to be fixed is NOT okay. 

I took a deep breath and walked into the common rooms where James and Remus were. Remus was nervously fidgeting with his hand, which bothered me a lot for some reason. 

"You needed me?" Remus spoke quietly. I decided I'd at least try to tell him, calmly what he did.  I shoved my anger to the side and started to speak. 

"Why did you say that?" Remus looked at me confused. 

"Why did I say what?" It took all my self-control not to shout at him  and slap him right then and there. 

"That Y/n needs to be fixed." He sighed. 

"Oh, was she bothered by that? I can go apologize to her. Where is she?" I laughed bitterly. Wow. He knew nothing did he? 

"Y/n is in the boys dorm room asleep from her breakdown, so I highly suggest you leave her alone. She doesn't need your shit right now. Remus' eye widened. 

"Y/n had a breakdown? Oh my god, is she okay?" Remus said, frantically.

"She is now. We found her in the hallway on the verge of an anxiety attack. Me and James brought her to my bed and I calmed her down." I smirked, knowing he'd be totally jealous that I got to help Y/n , while he was too busy hanging out with Cassiopeia. 

"I'm so sorry." He mumbled looking at the ground. 

"Sorry doesn't cut it! What would've happened to Y/n if we hadn't found her when we did. She could've passed out or worse. She could've cut again.(they found out last chapter btw also go back to beginning I added something for this next sentence) She's been clean for 3 weeks Remus. 3 FUCKING WEEKS! And you might've just broken that. She was finally starting to get better and you could've just ruined it." I shouted

"WELL I'M SORRY THAT MY WORDS HURT HER. BUT IT'S NONE OF YOUR BLOODY BUSINESS WHAT I SAY TO Y/N!" 

"U-um shouldn't you guys be quiet, Y/n is still sleeping." We both heard James but ignored him.

"IT IS TOTALLY MY BUSINESS! SHE'S MY FRIEND TOO!" 

"WE'RE BEST FRIENDS, maybe we'll even be a-" I cut him off. 

"A couple?" I laughed bitterly. "Ah yes, because telling a girl she needs to be fixed is the best way to make someone love you."

"I- d-didn't mean it like that." he looked at the ground. 

"Then you shouldn't have said it."

Hello! I know this is a super short chapter, so I am going to posting another one tomorrow or wednesday.