Lies between my tears

The letter

I entered the door and the smell of P'mae's food already welcomed me and my stomach, but I'm not in the mood to eat today I suddenly lost my appetite

"Nong kong come let's eat" P'mae invited me

"Ummm, I'm good P' we already ate outside," I told her for me to excuse myself

"Ohh.. okay nong, go take a rest then"

I waited and left them at the dining table. I am not feeling well today, the words that P'krist stabbed my heart and hurts my feelings

Krist pov

When the students arrived in the hall I suddenly shout at them for being late for 2 minutes. I shouldn't be mad because it's their first day and they are coming down from the 4th floor to the hall using stairs since the elevator is not working, but as I see kong's face I got irritated.
And my irritation got severe when he answered my questions sarcastically

" excuse me P', what do you think of us Mr. flash? Can fix our things and run from the fourth floor down here easily? And for the record you told us to meet you guys down here at 4:20 when you left us earlier its already 4:13 we only have 7 minutes to prepare" he continuously said without breathing at all

" Did I give you permission to talk to me that way Mr? kong?"

" no, but" he's about to say something when I cut him off

" See that's what is it pointing at, this is your first day right? And your manners are already acting out, nong kong let me ask you this question" I looked at him with my sharp eyes

"Did your parents even teach you good manners?" And then bang he shut and can't even say a word at all

"Hey you nong kong, answer me did they? where's your spirit now? "

"I'm" almost open his mouth

" now see all of you if you think that this exercise that we'll teach you is not worth it, feel free to stand and leave this hall in an instant".

The meeting ended I'm about to call hong kong to talk to him when I saw him raise his head and act like he yawn t wipe the tears that leaving his eyes

"Are you listening men?" I returned to reality when Pick slapped my nape

"Oiii. That hurts!" I stared at him and almost kick him thank god he suddenly moved fast

"Are you dreaming krist?"

"What are you talking about?" I asked them blankly

"Well you know that nong has guts to answer us that manner, he's very brave to fight back at us. Should we teach him a lesson?" Pete said with a wide smile on his face and punching the air

" No, I think there is something wrong with him, I should monitor him often"

I don't know why I tell them this but there is something inside me that wants me to help him, it's like I know him for a long long time

Kong pov

I'm so stressed since I returned home, I decided to drink 1 bottle of beer but I didn't notice that I almost drunk all bottles in my fridge, my feelings are so heavy that I almost cried when I suddenly remembered something

I picked my old stuff inside the box that I hide below my bed, I took the old letter that my old best friend gave me before he left me

It's been 14 years when I received this letter and when he leave me hanging

My tears suddenly fell from my eyes as I read the letter, the letter is short but I can feel that he poured all his heart while writing this

Dear singto,

I know that we aren't that close enough for me to meddle your personal life, but I just want you to know and remember this, I'm always here I can lend you my shoulder when you are down, remember that all things in this world are not permanent but my friendship with you will last a lifetime.

I will love you always and I will cherish all god memories we had

Love
Arthit

This is the last letter i received from the artist after he left me, I'm laughing and crying at the same time while finishing reading the letter i heaved a heavy sigh and talked to the air like stupid

WHERE ARE YOU NOW? You told me you'll never leave me, you told me you'll lend your shoulder when I'm lonely but where are you now huh?! You left me as my mom and dad did, you left me without goodbyes

And all I can do is sob and cry I didn't notice what time I slept last night but the only thing I know is that my room is so messy and my eyes are red and numb, my feelings are still heavy and I don't want to go to school right now cause I don't want them to see me looking this way especially that P'krist he might tease and tease me.

"P' I'm not feeling well, I think I'm not going to school today " I shouted from the door

" Are you alright nong? do you need medicines?" P'mae concerned voice echoed on my head

"P' can you please call Rome to come here later?" I asked her and she said yes

P'mae bid goodbye and promised to call me later

Until now I don't know where and how's arthit now.

After a few hours of reminiscing Rome came with lots of food and medicine

"Hey kong are you feeling okay now, P'mae told me that you are sick" his concerned voice is irritating but I need to smile

"Yeah, I guess"

"What happened to your eyes? did you take drugs it's very red and numb" he laughed

" well I cried as an ocean last night, my feelings are so heavy and the only thing I know is to burst is out and cry, "I said while laughing, I looked up and stare at my ceiling to prevent the tears from falling again,"

"You can tell me everything I might not help you but at least it can reduce the pain kong" and he held my hand and hug me and all I can do is to cry and cry until my eyes get tired.