Lies between my tears

Acceptance

A/N
:Tears again 😭😭😭😭 im almost at the end of the story

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My heart keeps on beating so fast, fast as if i was running into a marathon, i held P'mae's cold  hand ang gently grip it, she stared at me and released a small smile.

"Nong Plann where are we going"  after a long silence i took courage to ask him

His eyes are still swollen and red, nong mean keeps on patting and rubbing his back

He looked at my direction ang gaved me a smile, but the smile he gaved me did not  reached his ears like he usually does whenever he meets me.

I'm worried

I'm scared

We reach their house and we hurriedly run to the masters bedroom

" P' you may enter " nong plann said after he knocks to the door

We heard a hard cough upon entering

We saw out mom lying pity on the bed, life support is attached to her body

" mae and kong is that you" she said as she  squint her eyes and stared at our direction

" you c—ca—me" she said while coughing

I walked straight next to her bed while P'mae stayed standing on the door

" mom?, what happened to you?" I concernedly asked her

" i'm sick baby" she said and sat properly on her bed

" when?,why? How does it happen?" I asked her and  hold her hands

" i was hospitalized last month and them doctor told me that i have leukemia stage 2,at first i did not believe it but last monday i was rushed to the hospital and the doctor told me to do the theraphies and stuff" she said and coughed

I immediately rubbed her back to help her releave

" Mae?" She said a she stare to P'mae's area

P'mae speedly bowed down to avoid eye contact with mom

" I'm sorry, i never been a good mom to the both of you, i never took good care of the both of you, i'm sorry i choose fame and money more than you, i know you are mad and you both hate me now" she stopped and wiped the tears on her eyes

" mae" then she called grandmom

" i'm sorry, i left them behind, i'm sorry i never been a good daughter to you" she said then grandmom walk towards her and locked her on her embrace

Grandmom wiped the tears on our mom's eye and patted her back

" Your children might not accept and forgive you easily, but as a mother the love of a mother can never be replaced nor erased, i'm always here and will always be, yes i was mad at you but that doesnt mean that i dont care about you, you are my only daughter" grandmom said

Mom is about to sa something when she coughed and theres blood came out

" Mom!!!" I shouted

She continously coughed we immediately called nong Plann to call for ambulance

Thank goodness her doctor is downstairs  so he  gaved her a remedy medicine

After that we hurriedly went to the hospital for her check up

" may i please talk to the family members?" The doctor said

Grandmom, P'mae me and nong plann went inside to talk with him