Lies between my tears

Goodbyes

A/N

Prepare some tissue this scene might bring you into tears...😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Early in the morning I received a text message from pluemmon's mom telling me that pluemmon is already gone.

So we quickly run to the hospital to check it

Upon arriving I see the doctor's removing the machine attached to his body I also noticed his family  cryng in the side of the bed

I walked closely to him, with my trembling knees I walked slowly towards his cold body his mother gaved me space to look on his face, I wiped the tears on his eyes and whispered that he is strong very very strong.

I wiped my tears thats almost coming out from my eyes

"Pluemmon you said you'll stay with us more right?,wake up" I shook  his cold body

His mother gaved me a piece of paper

"I saw this on his side earlier it has your name on it " she said

As I open the letter I felt that my heart is becoming heavy.

Dear P'kong

Hi P' hihi. I just want you to know that i'm really happy knowing you, i'm really glad that you came to my life for even a short period of time.

Thank you for the surprise last time, i'll treasure it in my heart. I know that when your reading this it means i already gave up and followed the light and the right path, i just want you to know that i fought hard to survive but this time i know that i need to give up and rest. I know that eventhough my family is not telling me anything i'm aware that they are already tired not only financially but physicaly, mom and dad have done so many things for me to survive they fight with me until here until my end

I want all of you to be happy, i'll leave you guys here but soon ill meet you guys again.

Remember that whenever your sad,just stare at the sky and you'll see me there smiling back at you.

We are born to be happy, so as long as you have time, make the best out of it do whatever that makes your day complete, let them judge you let them pull you down, but always remember that you should fight for it, show the world who you are and what you can do.

Goodbyes are not forever, are not the end
It is simply means i'll miss you until we meet again

Once again. Thank you for the love,care,friendship till we meet again

Pluemmon

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I cant stop my tears that i continously flowing from my cheek i cried as an ocean, the tears that im holding began to flow. I hugged pluemmons cold body, his parents that were standing and already calm began to cry adain when they saw me crying.

The doctor said that he was smiling earlier, the tears that i wiped on his eyes just came out exactly as i entered the door.

I dont know why im being like this, but at the short period of time that i knew him i already build a special bond between us, a special bond that no one can replace.

I waiid to his parents and bid goodbyes and promised to go to his funeral.

Its almost 9pm when i decided to go to the bar with rome and P'pick. I just want to drink and forget this feeling im feeling right now

As the beer came in our table i quickly drink the one glass in one gulp

Rome is stoping me but i didnt want to stop

My eyes are becoming blurry, i stared at a familiar image when i saw P'krist walking towards us

" Kong i called him" P'pick said

" do i have a choice P'?, let him sit he's already here by the way" i said sarcastically

"Rome sit here beside me,let him sit next to your husband" then i grabbed romes arm

"Ohh okay" he agreed

Its getting darker and my sight is getting blurry i can also feel the alcohol on my stomach that is ready to go out to my mouth so i hirriedly excused myself to the comfort room

After i throw up i decided to sit first and sobber. I sat with my heads down on my knees

I dont know how many minutes ive been in that position when someone reach out a hand to help me, i grabbed his hands not knowing that it was P'krist, im ready to pull back my hands when i suddenly lost my balance i was pulled ny him and then our lips suddenly touched. We were in that position when i noticed that im already responding to his kiss, i want to push him but my body dont want to

I feel the heat of his mouth as he tried to push his tongue inside mine, i gently opened my
Mouth and let him explore it

At that moment i dont know what im doing, i dont care what im doing all i know is that i missed this kisses i misses that moment when our tongue are dancing like tango.
We just kiss inside this dirty and smelly comfort room

He pulled me back to our sit and i suddenly fall asleep

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Ring.....

" Dude where are you?, come here at the bar i'm with rome and kong, kong is very drunk right now we cant stop him" pick said on the other line

"Which bar?" I asked

"Ill send you the location" then he ended the call

After i received the location i quickly went to it, im walking slowly while staring at kong's face he is very drunk ,wasted and he's eyes are swollen as if he cried his eyes out

"Kong i called him" pick said to kong

Instead id smiling he responded with a glare
" do i have a choice P'?,let him sit"

Im about to sit on his side when he suddenly pulled rome and tell that i will sit next to Pick

He continously grab the glasses infront of us, unti he excused himself to go to the comfort room, thats the time i asked this two about his situation right now

"What happened to him?" I asked both of them

"He's friend from the hospital died, he cried thats why he has swollen eyes" rome said

Weve been discussing for about 10 minites and kong hasnt back yet

"Whats taking him so long? P'krist can you check on him please" Rome said and since im the only one whos not yet drunk i decided to go and check him

I saw him sitting in the floor so i offered a hand, when he saw that im the one whos helping him up he suddenly removed his hand but he lost his balance thst lead our lips to touch each other

At that moment i lost myself, when he suddenly responded on my kiss i did not waste time and kissed him back i explore his mouth with my tongue his moan are giving me heat
On my body.

After our lips separated i immediately pull him back to our chair and as he sat down he fall asleep in an instant on romes shoulder

An hour past and we decided to head back home rome told me that we'll stay on kongs house since he gaved us permission to sleep there.

Rome and pick stayed on the masters bedroom at the first floor while me and kong stayed on his room at the second floor.

I explore his roomand i noticed a familiar book a very familiar book.

A/N

Ayiieeeee i cried haha

So anyone knows what will happen on the next chapter???

We have two couples here owwhh sorry 1 couple and 1 freniemy hihi

Thanks guys for the support

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--lee peraya