Lies between my tears

Last wish

A/N

I'll use this part for Ohm's POV i guess this will be the last exposure for him
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Im so stupid to hurt them especially kong, and also i am very thankful despite of all the things that i have done to him he still found peace in his heart and forgive me.

Earlier i called him to apologize for the things that ive done, i punched his number on the phone but it took me almost an hour to dial it.

I still have a raspy voice from too much crying because my cellmates are physical abusive, i hide it from the officers and to kong everytime thst they asks what happened i always answers them that i fell off from the bed.

"Who's in the line?" Kong suddenly speaked

I cleared my throat for several times brfore speaking.

uhmm, kong, errr.. this is" i said but i havent done with my sentence when he suddenly interupted me

" Ohm?" He asked

" ye..yess.. uhhm i called just to say uhhmm sorry" i whispered the last word.

" what was that?" He said and based in his voice he is smiling

I know that he heard me clearly,and he just want me to repeat it again

" im sorry" i repeated

"I cant hear it correctly, wait ill be going there now to sign the dismissal paper, better to tell it to me infront" he said ang hanged the phone up

An hour passed and kong came smiling, he first went to the officer and talked to them

My body is trembling, i feel weak on my knees and arms i have wound and bruise all over my body

My eyes are fixed on the room where they called kong in, i dont know whst to do right now, i just sat on the chair on my side

I suddenly felt that one the worst feeling is feelig helpless. To realize in certain situations you're completelt and totally powerless. That you gotta try to roll with the hard punches life will throw you.

Eversince that day i was inprisoned i noticed that life is really unfair, its unfair to the extend that i tried killing someone and leaving my mother behind.

The day i was insprisoned i finally noticed that life outside is a wonderful place to live in, you are free to do whatever you want, you enjoy every single seconds that you have. Not just like here that i felt like a slave being beaten up like a dog and being hurt like a servant.

When i saw the officer went out i took a deep breath and entered the door where singto is sitting

He was shocked but he maintained his posture, the smile on his face was never faded.

We talked about the case that he withraw.

That time i felt like i was not alone, i have this person who i hurt badly but still accepted me wholeheartedly, a person who find forgiveness on his heart, a person who opened his eyes and mind widely just to accept me. The person who i will treasure and use my life to protect. And that person is kong/singto.

" he cleared his throat"

We are talking about the case, he just smiled ant told me that ill just stay here couple more days and they'll fetch me up.

He left me with a big smile on his face, the genuine smile.

Time flies very fast and now i'm free, kong did not break his promise his gang went and fetched me. We went to the restaurant and watched movies after.