Lies between my tears

Guardian Angel

My eyes are swelling already, i don't know how much tears i already shed, thanks to my bestfriend rome who did not keave me alone

"Shhh... it's okay... cry, let it all out, im just here to listen okay" he said as he rubbed my head and shoulders

" you know... i ..already am falling for him... i don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but  im always happy  whenever his beside or near me" i said and laugh sarcastically

" do you remember the time  when he asked me to be his boyfriend i was happy, my heart suddenly jumped and i think my internal organs were dancing inside me, that time i know myself that i lost to him, i knew that the wall i build to protect myself is already crashing, im ready to accept him, im ready to enter his life and im ready to love again.. but.. but why does he have to cheat on me. He kissed my ex boyfriend right infront of me"

" wait what?!, im confused right now?,ex..what..who?" Rome pushed me slowly and his little eyes suddenly widened

" uhhm. Yes.. Ohm was my ex boyfriend. We stayed for almost a year 9 months to be exact" i said  while playing my fingers

Rome took a glass of beer and drink it continously

"You were saying,that he was your ex boyfriend right, shit what a small world"  he added and clapped his hands

"Ohhww. I remember thats why you showed attitude at the cinema when we saw him?" He said positivly as if he won lotto

"Chai khap" i said and took a glass of beer and drink it slowly

"Back to our topic" he said

"Then there it hurts me so much that i almost killed ohm infront of them, due to jealousy i guess and due to hatred to ohm" i said and looked down my tears began to crawl down to my face again

"Kong look at me" and he held my hands and grip it smoothly , i think he's trying to say that he's always here to help me

He smiled first before he continued speaking

" kong  you know what, we are still young, those things that you are facing right now are just challenges, and beside you said that he was  very drunk that time, maybe he was seduced by your ex flirt,whore boyfriend how should i define him? Think of it first, you should talk to each other first and clear all misunderstandings between the two of you, but if you know  yourself that you are done and burt enough remember that pain makes you stronger, tears makes you braver and heartbreaks makes you wiser and you should never lose yourself trying to hold  on to someone who doesn't care about losing you"

" Do you think he doesn't care at me at all?" I seriously asked him

" nope such stupid na" then he slapped my head

" thats not what im pointing at, let's put it this way. You love him right and he loves you too, you should focus on yourself, be brave, show him, show them your real feelings,fight for it, face it and embrace the consequences but remember that at the end of the day you should not let yourself off of the ground. Sometimes a heartbroken can mend something brokeness, you choose whether you STAY REAL, STAY LOYAL, or STAY AWAY it's up to you it's  your choice" he said as he wiped the tears in my eyes

" you are really my guardian angel rome" i said and hugged him tight

" and you should put this in your heart and mind When your tears come. Let them water your soul" stop crying na, your getting uglier and iwww look at this your saliva is on my chlotes already he said and wiped it too

" haha be thankful that you were touched by my saliva its a ine time big time oppurtunity" insaid and laug

We laugh hard and drink the last bottle of beer we have

" thank you na rome, i dint know what to do, thank you for enlighten me up for uplifting and motivating me, you know i was thinking of you and feeling fortunate that life brought us together and made us bestfriends" i said and hugged him again

" oii enough too much hugging " he said and pushed me so i held his hands

" im really thankful for the nights that turned into mornings,friends that turns into family and dreams that turned into reality thank you for being part of it" i said and smiled but he raised his hands to stop me from talking

"Wait im getting goosebumps, and for the record what do you mean by dreams that turned into reality, like duh your dreams did not yet happen right, cause if it did happen your not crying here?" He said and raised his brows

" aissshhh your ruining the mood here na" i said and acted like a child and  pouted my lips

" you should say that loud and clear soon when your dreams turns into reality, okay, ill be here to help you accomplish that, i promise" he said and raised his little finger.

"What?" I said and narrowed my eyes

" lets do pinky promise " he said and grabbed my hands and he locked our little fingers

" now we promise to stay bestfriends forever and help each other together" he said

"Are we dying? It looks like we are saying goodbyes here" i said and laughed again

"Im not,but you are " he said and stand up

"Lets go sleep we still have classes tomorrow and i guess you need to rest your swollen eyes or else you'll go to school tomorrow with those" he said and dropped his body on the bed

I stared at  him before i jumped on the bed

I don't know what will happen to me, but now im happy, happy to have a friend like Rome

"Good night Rome" i said  and poked  his belly

" good night too kong, rest well okay" he said

"Thank you" i said

" you are always welcome,"

"Uhhmmm"

I closed my eyes before my tears roll down again, i should stop crying. I should be strong now. 😞😞

A/N

I want to have a bestfriend like Rome, can anyone be my rome ???

Thank you for supporting na...

I guess crying is always part of every chapter hahahah

--lee peraya
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