The words I never say.

I lost a friend

I walked slowly, making my way through town.

I was trying to get home.

My legs were weak, I felt the blood running down on my face.

Half of it wasn't even mine.

I thought about what just happened.

Maybe it wasn't that bad, maybe it was for the better.

I felt myself get numb, like every feeling that had ever exist just disappeared!

I didn't feel a thing, not anymore at least.

I looked up at the building I now called my home. It began to rain.

I walked inside, the place seemed strange to me, it didn't feel like home at all.

I walked into my one bedroom apartment.

I looked into the mirror.

"Who on earth are you?"