9/05/16
dys•pho•ri•a
/dis'fôrēa/
noun
a state of unease or generalized dissatisfaction with life.
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eu•pho•ri•a
/yōō'fôrēa/
noun
a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness.
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I've been lying in my bed with my legs propped up on a pillow for a good two hours, staring at the perfectly painted ceiling.
I'm assuming Cam has been in his room this whole time, I haven't heard him come out.
His friends are long gone by now.
I haven't been able to escape from my sickening thoughts lately- which is a shame, really.
Dysphoria, is what they call it, correct?
He really should have let me leave.
They should have let me leave.
I've been getting many texts from them but I don't dare open them.
They're not my friends after all.
I should probably change.
I stand up numbly and stagger over to my white pained closet and open it.
I settled on a plain grey zip up, dark maroon jeans and a black shirt.
Sorta the same outfit, just different colors.
I stare into nothingness for a few seconds.
It'll be alright.
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𝘓𝘰𝘴𝘵 ≪𝘉𝘛𝘚
FanfictionALL ENGLISH✔️ - I'm sorry. I ran away. Do I regret it? No. Do they miss me. . ? - In a world where everything and everyone is against you. Almost as if you're trapped in a small, suffocating box, slowly closing down onto you. You must leave...
