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9/05/16
It was 5:26.
The sun started to sprinkle the world with different shades of reds and blues.
Walking down the empty road to wherever.
My eyes began to water as I remember all the stupid times I've hurt somebody I loved.
Loved.
I really need to leave.
I wouldn't want to hurt anyone else.
I stopped in my tracks, examining the corrupted world around me.
"I can't go alone."
"I won't go alone." I whisper to myself. 
But the thing is, I wouldn't want to bring Max into this.
What if I do something I'll regret?
What if I do something illegal?
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I contemplated my decisions for a good hour. It's a long time- I know, but overthinking is my specialty.
The sun had officially decided set.
The only thing illuminating the streets were the dying streetlights.
I walk to F/n's house.
Pulling out my phone, I stand underneath the streetlight.
I can see her bedroom window from where I stand.
I was going to call her.
For some reason, I feel my eyes begin to sting.
"Hey, whats up?"
Tears uncontrollably stream down my face as soon as she began to talk.
I see her look out the window, seeing my crying form.

"I did it."

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