𝘓𝘰𝘴𝘵 ≪𝘉𝘛𝘚

:D̶O̶N̶'T̶ R̶U̶N̶:

9/04/16
Theres one more hour till nine. Cam should be coming home soon, and Max should be coming here soon also.
I'm beginning to feel the adrenaline kick in. I want to leave now.
I'm convinced that not the whole world is bad. I need to find the good in it. And I know it's going to be hard, but I need to try.
All my day had consisted of is watching random YouTube videos, occasionally eating, packing a light backpack, and overthinking.
Isn't life just great?
I still hadn't forgot about the fact that I might disappoint or scare a few people, considering I won't be back for about a month or five.
Who knows how long we'll survive?
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I'm sitting on the couch, binge watching a TV series named Supernatural.
I hear the keys jingle at the door, along with a few other murmurs.
I immediately stand up and run into my bedroom. As I reach the top of the steps, the door opens.
I don't want to have to deal with them. I don't want to hang out with them because I won't want to go.
I hear Cam yell my name from downstairs, I hear him setting the house keys on a table, and I hear the others talking in their own conversations.
"Y/N! WHY IS THE TV ON? WHERE ARE YOU?" I hear him yell.
I sigh and walk normally down the carpeted staircase.
"Sorry, forgot to turn it off."
"Yeah well turn it off."
With that, I shut off the television.
Taehyung interrupted our boring conversation with the question that I knew would be asked by someone.
"Can she hang out with us this time?" Tae said, giving Cam the puppy eyes, along with the others also.
"Guys I-"
"If he doesn't want me to hang out with you guys, then I won't." I responded, cutting him off.
"Well I didn't say that but-"
"It's okay! Trust me, I'll be fine." I interrupted him again, walking up the stairs. They were all dumbfounded.
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I get a text from Maxie a half an hour later telling me she's here.

Game time.