ALL ENGLISH✔️
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I'm sorry.
I ran away.
Do I regret it?
No.
Do they miss me. . ?
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In a world where everything and everyone is against you. Almost as if you're trapped in a small, suffocating box, slowly closing down onto you.
You must leave...
9/04/16 I sighed and sat down on my unmade bed- caught in a daydream. My attention was shot to my phone as it dinged. Someone had sent me a Snapchat? No one ever does. Except if it's from Maxie or Cam's friends. They're my friends too. He normally doesn't like me hanging out with them. A typical brother thing to do. I scoop up my phone and read who it was from. Jimin🙃 He's been talking to me a lot lately. But so have the others. I wonder why that is. I open the Snapchat.
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This actually made me sorta sad. He has no idea. None of them do. Why am I sad for them? What importance do they have in my life? Why am I still thinking about them?? STOP! QUIT THINKING ABOUT THEM! THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU. God. Why do I think about them all the time? I lay down lazily and defeated on my bed. What are these stupid feelings? No. No, don't let this affect your plan of leaving, Y/n. Do they care about me? Should I ask? Isn't that stupid to ask..? Screw it. - I asked. I asked all of them. They all responded with an arsenal of, "Of course!" "Why wouldn't I?" "Yes!" And finally, "Are you okay?" Of course I said yes. Like any broken-lying person would. Why do they care about me? I won't fall for any of them. I can't! They're all my brothers best friends. Also, I won't be here much longer anyway. What's the point?
