9/05/16
"Cam, I don't know if you understand. You have friends. You have an idea on what you're doing with your life. I don't." I laughed painfully.
"You have friends. You have Max. And who cares if you don't know what you're doing with your life?" He asked, leaning back in his chair.
"I care! I care too much for dumb things in my life. That's why I want to throw it away, please understand that!"
"Y/n, it'll be okay-"
"No it won't! It's not okay! Nothing is okay and that's why I want to leave, why don't you get that?!"
"..."
"I can barley leave my bedroom half of the time because I'm scared that things will get worse! And I know that you know exactly what I'm talking about."
I stared into his pain filled eyes, tears filling mine.
"Y/n, I need you to listen to me. It might not be okay now- and well, it won't be 'okay' for a while. But you can't give up now." He scooted closer to me.
"And I understand that you care a lot about what other people think of you but,-"
"Uhh yeah. I care a crap ton about what people think of me. I was in history last week and I heard the popular kids talking behind my back but I knew I couldn't cry, because heaven FORBID that they ever see me cry. I don't want them to know anything and I just..."
I trailed off. Tears silently streaming down my face.
He stood up, grabbed my hand and pulled up onto my feet, pulling me into a tight hug.
"It's not your fault. Nothing is. Nothing ever will be. I need you to know that I care about you."
I silently cried into his chest.
"A lot. I care about you a lot. Please hang on. At least for a little bit longer."
"Don't go."
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Fiksi PenggemarALL ENGLISH✔️ - I'm sorry. I ran away. Do I regret it? No. Do they miss me. . ? - In a world where everything and everyone is against you. Almost as if you're trapped in a small, suffocating box, slowly closing down onto you. You must leave...
