My HighSchool Love Affair [EDITING]

Chapter 36

Oh my god Shana! What happened to you? Nag-angat ako ng tingin para makita kung sino ang taong naglakas ng loob na lumapit sa akin.

I'm tired, not just physically but also mentally and emotionally. Lahat ng taong nakakakita sa akin ay panay tingin lang ginagawa, they just looked at me as if I'm the most pathetic person in the world, pero hindi nga ba?

I feel so alone, so hopeless and it seems like everyone who sees me in this state will definitely feel sorry for me. I feel sorry for myself even.

I look like a lost kid in this dark and lonely city. Kanina pa ako naglalakad sa tabi ng kalsada crying and thinking what I did wrong for him to leave me again. It's pouring but I don't mind, I'm cold but my eyes keeps on releasing hot salty liquid, non-stop.

I just looked at her two lovely eyes. She's worried, she's concerned. Even in this kind of expression she still look sa damn beautiful. I still am sobbing hoping that after this, all the pain will go away.

Hey let's go. You'll gonna catch a cold for Pete's sake and worse lagnatin ka pa. hirap man niya akong akayin but she really did her best, man she's strong! Pinasok na niya ang maleta ko sa trunk ng kotse niya tapos pumasok na rin siya.

Hininaan niya ang aircon. Let's get you something that will make you feel warm then sa condo nalang tayo muna umuwi para makapagbihis ka na, malayo pa panaman sa inyo.

Momo's lips were still moving and checking me on the passenger's seat from time to time,I can't hear anything. I can't hear even the car's engine, the droplets of water hitting the car's exterior, the hunking of the many cars outside, I can't hear a thing. My ear, heart and mind are deaf.

Shana.. Shana.. Shana we're here. Pagtawag niya sa akin na sinabayan niya ng pag-alog sa akin.

Lumabas ako ng kotse at sinundan siya sa pad niya. The place is cosy kaya mejo naibsan ang lamig na nadarama ko.

You better change Shana. Here. Inabot niya ang isang pull-up sweatshirt tapos jogging pants. Dito ka nalang muna matulog for the night, I think hindi mo kakayaning umuwi in that state. I'll call tito to inform them that you're with me. Tumango nalang ako sa kanya at nagtungo na sa banyo.

What's wrong Shana? Kanina ka pa wala sa sarili mo. Mabuti na nga lang at nakita kita sa daan, pano kung hindi ako nadaan sa street na yon? Worse things could happen.

Thank you for this. Tinuro ko ang kape at damit na binigay niya sa akin.

She let out a deep sigh. Look Shana, I know we don't know each other that much but as a girl I can feel that you have a problem. I don't want to get nosy or anything but I want you to know that I'm here for you. She patted my shoulder. I gave her a faint smile. Magkapatid nga sila ni Thunder. He also offer himself, he wants me to confide anything to him para daw mabawasan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko.

Simula nung makilala ko si momo, she's done nothing but good to me. She's like the big sister I never had kahit na magka-age lang kami. Mabuti na rin at hindi siya nagpipilit na pagkwentohin ak-

Is it about Rod? Natigilan ako. kasasabi ko lang na hindi siya nagpipilit pero eto siya gusto akong pagsalitain. Haist. I take my words back.

Pero why did she think that it's Rod? I know I have a Rod problem pero kung may makakapansin man no'n ay yung mga close friends ko lang like Sam and Kit. Kinuwento ba ni Thunder sa kapatid niya? I didn't know na magsasabi si Thunder ng girl problem niya sa ate niya or to anyone in particular kasi hindi naman ganon ang guys diba? They usually keep there problems to themselves. So how?