Taste of Silence

anxiety

Friends, family, haters, society
I tried my best to be free
I thought I've won the battle inside me
But it's still lurking inside this frail body

"You okay?" they ask
And I answer, "Yeah I'm fine!"
I fake a laugh and smile everytime
I thought I'm really is okay
Not until it starts to again creep in me

So I party with friends, we hang out together
And I'd start to think that the battle is over
But when I'm alone and sober
I always end up saying it's still game over.