crushed

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She beamed in front of you
You grinned to her like you always do
She utter a word and guess what you do?
You laugh and laugh, you teases her too

She got that beauty that everyone envy
Oh! I guess that's the reason why
She caught your eyes as she pass by
She really is pretty, I can't deny

Confused, I am, for feeling this way
It weigh me seeing her everyday
When she's with you, turning sad becomes easy
While I'm sulking here, you appear so sunny

Why do I hate such beauty
And question my own, constantly?
Why do I dislike even her personality?
Stressing myself apathetically

I wish I can make you look at me
The way you gaze at her
I wish I can also make you smile
When we are together

I wish I am the reason of your laughter
I wish to see you with me, happier
I wish you here, be my lover
But I guess, I'll just wish it forever

'Cause I am not her for you to like
I am that kind of girl that everyone dislikes
I'm no beauty at everyone's sight
Yet I'm still wishing for you to be my knight

But it seems wishing is all I can only do
For I know you'll never wish for me too
It's a glowing star that you're looking up to
And you'll never take a peak at who's always here beside you.

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