Here it goes again
It's been months since I felt this—
The nervousness, the pressure, the fear
It's been months since I felt so afraid to look at her
And her gaze causes me frozen in a minute
It's been months since I experience
this deafening silence and eerie surrounding
It's been a months since I forgot what it feels like
But here I am again,
Shaking in fear and nervousness
Struggling to act normal
And not to let myself break down
They shouldn't notice it
No one should notice it
Not even her.
