Here it goes again
It's been months since I felt this;
The nervousness, the pressure, the fear
It's been months since I felt so afraid to look at her
And her gaze causes me frozen in a minute
It's been months since
I experience this deafening silence
And eerie surrounding
It's been a months
Since I forgot what it feels
But here I am again,
Shaking in fear and nervousness
Struggling to act normal
And not to let myself break down
They shouldn't notice it
No one should notice it
Not even her.
