Star Shines In Her Eye

The Netherlands

     We boarded our flight the evening of the 22nd, we had a lay over in Chicago and then we were off to Amsterdam. I had a giddy nervousness building inside of me. It felt surreal to actually be traveling for work I loved with my favorite people. I leaned my head onto Sammy's shoulder who was next to me and I gave him a squeeze on his knee, Danny was on my other side and the twins were in the row ahead. Before I knew it we were at O'Hare. We walked around a bit, getting tons of snacks before our second flight. We boarded the next plane and this one was much larger. I didn't realize we'd be sitting first class, but I guess that made sense, the guys we're much more accustomed to this type of travel by now. We sat in our little individual pods ready for the 9 hour flight. I put my headphones on and drifted to sleep, I dreamt about getting left on the plane, relentless anxiety.
     When I woke up we were nearly there and I felt myself getting really antsy. I looked over to Josh and he was wide awake, reading. "Happy Birthday, J!" I said quietly with a sleepy smile. "Thanks, Gorgeous, how was your sleep?" "Pretty decent, you?" "I haven't slept." Josh replied. His eyes were very red and I frowned at him. This was going to be a rough start for him. "Sugar, you're going to be exhausted, what happened?" "I got wrapped up in this book, I was thinking about you and then I just couldn't fall asleep." "Joshua, why were you thinking about me? I'm right here." "I just never really tell you how much you mean to me. I was just thinking about our future, ya know? I was thinking about how wonderful it would be to wake up next to you every single day." Josh said quietly. "That's very sweet, I want that too... I know we've talked about it before but would you consider... I don't know... being more of an official couple?" I felt silly saying it out loud but it's all I've wanted for so long. "For you, Sunshine? Absolutely, for as long as you'll keep me." Josh said smiling and turning back to his book casually. I grinned like a child thinking about finally being Josh Kiszka's girl. I looked back to Josh and he was still smiling too.
     Once we landed and collected our baggage with the rest of the team, we headed to the hotel. I gave the twins their bottles of gin, which we took shots from immediately. We toasted to the twins and to the start of an amazing tour. It was 2pm in the Netherlands already and the boys had press to do for the rest of the evening. We made plans to meet back up for a late dinner. I took a quick shower in my own little room and slipped on black skinny jeans, maroon Docs, a white tee and an oversized denim jacket. I decided to explore the city, staying relatively close so I didn't get lost. I wandered up one of the canals and found a small coffeehouse. I ordered a spacecake and texted my mom to let her know we made it safely. I only ate half so I didn't make any big mistakes and continued my walk. I shopped around, stopped every so often to take a photo and enjoyed sitting, listening to music and looking at the house boats. I ate the second half of my spacecake while enjoying the sunshine. I got a text from Sammy with the address for dinner shortly so I made my way to the restaurant and I saw the four boys sitting in the back and waved at me to join them. "How'd it go today, boys?" "Relatively well, no one said anything too stupid, I think!" Sammy responded. "How was your day?" "Good, walked, shopped, got high, took a lot of great photos." I grinned and Sammy playfully punched me in the arm.
     On our way back we passed around a joint as we walked to the hotel. The boys had a show tomorrow evening but we were all still very awake due to our internal clocks being five hours behind, except Josh who was fading fast. "Well beautiful people, I think I must head to sleep. Take care of my girl, will you?" I blushed at Josh calling me his girl but it made me smile. We said our goodnights to Josh as we sat on a bench in the park adjacent to our hotel. I watched Josh from afar disappear into the hotel. "Well boys, who's ready for a drink?!" It was already 11pm but we found a bar close by that would be an easy option. We hung out for a couple of hours, had a couple of drinks and wandered back to the hotel. I said goodnight to the boys and went to my room.
Josh was laying in my bed, even though he had his own room, the moon shining into my window, casting a silver light across him. I sighed and quietly took off my boots and jacket. I tipped over when trying to remove my pants and caught myself on the wall. I had clearly been to loud because Josh stirred and sat up to look at me. I was sitting on the ground with my pants around my ankles and he couldn't help but laugh at me. "Help me!" I said half whining, half laughing. Josh got up, only wearing loose pajama pants, and helped get my pants off of my ankle. "You're drunk, Ms. Kazmierski." Josh said in a dull whisper. "So what if I am, Mr. Kiszka?" "Well then I'm going to have to take advantage of you, aren't I?" Josh said with a sly smile. "I guess you w-" I couldn't finish my sentence because Josh put his hand over my mouth as I remained on the floor. He removed his hand slowly and help up a finger to tell me to remain silent. I nodded and looked at him lustfully before he made his next move.
     Josh got back up and took my hands to help me to my feet. He hooked his thumbs in the waist band of my underwear and dragged them down. I could see his erection growing beneath the loose fabric of his pants. I kicked my panties aside as Josh put one hand behind my neck and the other found its way to my mound. He kissed me fiercely, making a moan slip out of my lips. He dipped his two middle fingers into my wetness making me go weak in the knees. Josh pulled his hand away "Babygirl, I told you to be quiet, do you understand?" I looked into his eyes and nodded. He took me by hand and led me to the bed he was just sleeping in. He directed me to lay down and I did as I was told. Josh wrapped his strong hand around my neck and looked at me through his soft brown curls "Is this ok, Sunshine?" He asked, calmly "Mhmm." I was desperate for him. Josh applied a bit of pressure on my neck as he proceeded to finger me. He made slow circles on my clit, he would speed up until my breathing would quicken and he would slow down again, pushing my air passage a little tighter. I bit my lip to keep myself from making anymore noise. He put his lips to my lower ones and began licking me hungrily, sucking and humming as he moved his hand to my cotton covered breast. I felt myself coming, heat rising in my core, my hips bucking up towards him. I dug my nails into his arms and bit hard on my arm to keep myself from screaming. I released on him, dampening his beautiful face. The veins in his arms flexing as he traced my figured with his hands. Josh kissed me and tucked me in. He cleaned off and joined me in bed. "It's still technically your birthday at home, Joshy, we don't have to be done." I said through a yawn. "Gorgeous, that's all I wanted for my birthday." He smirked and turned off the lamp. He snuggled into my neck as we both drifted off to sleep.