Bitter Snow 『 Jinkook 』

[Day Thirteen: Concluding..?]

Warning: This chapter may be depressing, so just know that in the end everyone is alive and be happy at the end. I want everyone to be happy, but this chapter may not be best for those that can't handle the angst. Read on if you can. I love you all and please forgive me for writing such a angsty ending of this chapter.

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Jungkook.. It seems like Father Jung is doing well, right? I'm glad.. I'm sorry I left you so early into our relationship. I hope you're doing well? I don't want you to keep slow forever now and drag the time of life by sleeping around on your bed as you're draped of depression. I love you so much, and I hope you won't suffer for too long. I think soon we should we meet. I never got to tell you this, but before we met as adults at that spot where it was snowing and it was cold? The hug after that was really warm, and I really want to hug you again.. before I go off track-- as I was saying ah-ha
I used to just stare at the sky as if the clouds and sky greeted me with a kind sending me off from home kind of smile. I feel as if maybe I'm being protected which is ironic for me being here. Anyway, ahm.. I just feel like if I beg to whatever this being is, to this maybe angel? Hehe, it felt as if I was greeted and tucked to bed every day just by looking up at the sky as it wakes up and sleeps with me. It can be gloomy as well just like I am when I lose sight of the sun, and hot when angry, cold when giving the cold shoulder? Haha that's funny.

It just feels like the sky itself personifies the actions of a human. It is strange, I know. I just sense it oddly Haha. I miss you so much...where I am it is so cold.. but the trees look lovely with the break of the tip of spring going into action as it fights through the melting snow and grow the flower buds of the flowerbeds. It's so pretty, but it feels scary to be feeling cold while looking at the warm lively colors because it reminds me constantly that I'm not by your side in skin and flesh with a beating heart, but just a loose soul. Do you think perhaps we could somehow meet again soon? Couples always talk about loving each other as the same soul again in the next life, but I want to see you again with out current souls that are connected right now. It's selfish, but I really love you so dearly and wish I could feel the warmth again. It isn't bad where this floods of clouds are, but I just can't witness this beautiful place and feel at ease knowing you're suffering. I had to beg them to let me see you again. I begged and begged until I was given permission. Honestly, this isn't a first for me to cheat
death. I can't tell anymore details as it could break the rules.  At least I'll see you soon again hehe.

Ah.. I suddenly feel warmth, but the flowers are wilting? The sun is darkening, and everything falls into a monochromatic state, but my life is pumped with the heat and a live heart. It feels..as if I feel a warming welcome back to reality. I'm somewhere cold again, but it feels different this time. It's balanced out, and I feel my body is numb and cold. Maybe I'm in the snow...? I see a silhouette hover over my field of vision...

Jungkook? Are you waking me up..?
Ah, it's been a while..

"Oh my God he's finally waking up! How the hell is he here though!?" Jungkook was wrapping the cold other in his arms, rocking back and forth as the crowd surrounds them and ambulance arrive at the scene. Jungkook was crying as he held Seokjin in his arms. He examined Seokjin's eyes as they were half open and gasped sharply "Seokjin! You're awake! The ambulance just got here! You'll be okay! The man just got caught by nearby neighbours and got him arrested! You'll live baby, you'll live!" Seokjin was confused and winced as he tried to sit up. He felt st his side as his fingers immediately stained of blood that bleed through his shirt. However, it sent him a shock when there was no injury. Jungkook was also confused by this and gave Seokjin a state of confusion. "You're bleeding! How is there no injury!?" Jungkook exclaims and checks Seokjin once again to make sure until the other grabbed at Jungkook's arms to assure him. "I'm okay, Jungkook. It just hurts a little.." Jungkook sighed in relief and cupped Seokjin's face.