Dissillusionment

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Soaked by disillusionment

embedded within ever-thickening emotion

the constant repetition of repression is ever-dawning

ever-dawning in the places it should never conquer

the colonization of my brain by foreign thoughts

negative aspirations

an enabler of the ongoing trial within myself

a declaration of war

on myself

by myself

gnawing on my innermost sacred aspirations, tearing my comfort to oblivion

an oblivion that I cannot seem to shake 

only brought upon

by myself

on myself

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