everybody thinks im fucking crazy when they see im still hung up on you
and honestly i do too
i know that its weird to wrap your head around, how someone can be so stuck over one person for so long
i didnt think it made sense until now
i used to think people were just being dramatic and didnt actually want to move on
but god i want to so bad
i want out of this funk so desperately its ridiculous
when another guy takes a pass at me i can tell theres nothing necessarily wrong with him
hell, maybe i would've jumped at the chance before you
but its post you
and i just couldnt feel any less interested
its not the first time ive had to get over somebody, others that were seemingly so much closer for so much longer
which is there is no reason this should feel so differently
but either way its been too long and im starting to wonder what the fuck is wrong with me
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2019 Poem Journal
شِعرsome parts are written with more care than others. grammar is overlooked for the preservation of the moment. enjoy this journey, or don't, but this honestly is to be continued.
