I cannot stay here
in my own walls that I have so desperately and subconsciously put up
I want to recover
I want to pick up the parts of me and assemble them ever stronger then before
to ensure what has accompanied me for months can never return
never return to haunt and taunt me to the point of self loathing
I hate that I let you do this to me, that I let someone crumble me beyond my own recognition
I should be the sole ambassador of my mind
however, I let you in
I let you in with such ease it scares me
YOU ARE READING
2019 Poem Journal
Poesíasome parts are written with more care than others. grammar is overlooked for the preservation of the moment. enjoy this journey, or don't, but this honestly is to be continued.
