Chapter 37- Empty

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*Harrison's POV*

"Lilly told me you might come over and want to talk to her" he started off. I nodded understanding.

"And when she came home from the hospital, we had the longest discussion ever. I've never felt so much love and confusion and emotion come from my sister before" he continued, myself nodding at him to continue speaking.

"She told me everything. From how you guys met, everything you've done together. From you getting back with your ex to her getting pregnant" he said making my breath hitch at his knowingness of everything we'd been through.

"And she told me it wasn't yours... and honestly I probably would've reacted the same way you did. But she's my sister so I guess I have to say that was somewhat a 'douchey' move" he said chuckling slightly.

"But what actually was a dick move was the fact that you didn't even let her tell her side of the story" he said shaking his head in disappointment. But it seemed it wasn't at me but his own thoughts.

"When Lilly went back to our mothers house back in Bathurst, my mothers fucking boyfriend was there" he said gripping the sides of his chair until his knuckles turned white.

"He hit her. He touched her in places that no 'step-dad' should..." he spoke softly.

I looked at him my ears not believing what I was hearing. My heart stopped and I felt like I could feel the blood running through my brains. I stared at him as he looked down in what seemed like shame.

I looked down feeling shame take over my body as well.

"I'm such an idiot

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"I'm such an idiot. She came home with bruises and cuts and I hadn't even bothered to ask where they came from or what happened. She was so broken emotionally and physically and I did nothing. I'm such a shitty brother" he spoke wiping under his eyes.

"I understand how your feeling. I understand completely... I yelled at her that she was pregnant with another guys baby and I didn't even let her explain that it was her... step dads" I said grimacing at the end of my sentence.

"Where is she now? I need to speak to her? I need to let her know that I love her and everything's going to be fine" I said running towards her bedroom door.

"Don't go in there!" I heard Lilly's brother yell from behind me as I pushed the door open.

Empty. Emptiness was all I could see. Her before covered in fairy lights wall was empty. Her bed sheets were stripped from the bed leaving it empty.

I opened her wardrobe seeing nothing but emptiness.

"Where is she?" I yelled at Lilly's brother who was standing leaning against the door frame of her room.

"I- I don't know. She left and didn't tell me where she was going" he stuttered out.

"I have to find her! I have to!" I yelled pushing past him down the hallway.

"Harrison. She's gone. She left almost 6 hours ago this morning" he said leaning against the hallway walls.

I leant my head against the wall and just cried. I finally broke. I'd lost the only girl who actually cared about. The only girl who wasn't afraid to love me. The only girl who came back to me after multiple times of hurting her.

I'd lost her

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*Lilly's POV*

I laid down on the bed just staring up at the blank ceiling, the squeak of the fan echoing against the walls in the small room.

The small knock at my door seeming to interrupt me from my day dream.

"Come In" I mumbled out.

"It's Me" I heard my dad speak.

I stayed quiet, hearing him enter and shut the door behind him.

I sat up after feeling his weight dip down on the bed.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

I asked my self that multiple times from the few hours I had been here. Was I okay? I didn't necessarily felt sad. I felt worse. I felt nothing. I felt numb. I couldn't cry.

"No" I whispered looking at him.

He pulled me into his arms as I began to sob

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He pulled me into his arms as I began to sob. My light cries where the only thing that could be heard in the room. There were no tears that managed to fall, just the sound of my light sobs.

"I don't know what to do" I mumbled out as I sat up looking at him.

"Do what you feel is right. You always were so strong minded and knew what was the right thing to do" he whispered kissing my forehead.

I loved my dad. He was always there for me when it came to the 'mum' situations. Even if I lived with mum I would always go to my dad about these kind of issues.

"Remember when there was that homeless kitten that had a broken paw that you brought home from the park... and your mum and I wanted you to take it back outside. But you knew it needed help..." he began with a chuckle.

"And you paid the vet with your piggy bank money to help it. I mean you had $14 I think. So we had to pay the rest. You always knew what was the right thing to do. You always put others before yourself" he said as he pulled me into his arms once again.

"You always know what to say dad. Always" I said as I continued to lay in his arms.

"Do you have any idea who the father is?" He asked breaking the silence.

I had told my dad I got knocked up. Not by Mark but by some guy I had a one night stand with at the club. I don't even want to know what my dad would have done if he found out what happened. I was embarrassed enough telling James, and his reaction was crazy. He was going to drive straight home and kill him.

"Daddy!" I heard Macy yell out as she barged into my room.

Evie followed in closely behind.

"Lilly. Why are you sad?" Evie said crawling up on the bed beside me to hug me, Macy joining her on my other side.

"Lilly's not sad" my dad cooed.

"Yea I'm not sad... I'm happy! These are happy tears" I said caressing Evie's head.

"Why are you happy?" Macy said with a giggle.

"Well... your going to be Aunties" I said with a small smile.

They looked at me confused slightly.

"Lilly's going to be having a little baby" my dad repeated for them making them squeal in delight.

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A/N- The new Bondi rescue episode was tonight and Harrison was so freaking cute in it when he helped arrest that weird guy. Also, the next few chapters are gonna be a bit crazy so get ready!

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