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Sirius x reader

*I EDITED THIS. THERE IS A CHANGE AT THE WND AND ALSO TO THE A/N AT THE BOTTOM*

I feel like I need to apologize to everyone in the comments. This story seems to have upset some people. It was a request and I wrote exactly what was asked for. I do sincerely apologize and hope everyone can forgive. I do take all comments rather close to heart (wether I want to or not).

I walked around looking for my boyfriend. "Where are you Sirius?" I grumbled under my breath.

Earlier I could have sworn I saw him and the rest of my best friends run down this corridor but maybe I was wrong. Why are they being so distant? I wondered in my head. Had I done something wrong?

No they would just tell me.... wouldn't they? I reached the end of the corridor to find it empty of all people. I leant against a wall and sunk to the floor. What if he doesn't want to be with me anymore? What if there trying to drop me?

That's all I could think of, The 'what if's'..... they clouded my head until I couldn't think of anything but negatives.

After the what if's the tiny voice in my head came back. 'Your not good enough' 'not pretty enough' 'to fat' 'he never really loved you' 'they never really liked you'.  To many of these thoughts swam into my mind until I was finally so overwhelmed I began to cry. Not just cry but sob.

It broke my heart to think that I mean nothing to the people who mean the most to me. Then again that's how it was my whole life. I meant nothing to everybody.

My parents didn't love me, my siblings hated me, my house resented me, I was a gryfindoor from a long line of Hufflepuffs, most of the teachers didn't like me ether. And now come to find out.... neither did my friends.

I hear giggling girls around the corner and I silence my sobs immediately. Then I hear an all to familiar sound. The sound of the three (there's only three.... four? What are you talking about? It's James, Sirius, and Remus.... who else would there be?) boys laughing.

This peaked my curiosity and I turned my head around the corner to see James, Remus, and Sirius all surrounded by a group of girls. What are they doing?

One girl walked closer to Sirius and hung onto him. Anger boiled within me. I cast an invisibility charm on myself and walked past them. But before I left the corridor I walked back to the group still under my invisibility charm.

"Wow Sirius! What a great boyfriend you are!" I yelled in a higher pitched voice trying to make it not sound like my own.

Remus' head spun so he was looking directly at me. I knew he knew I was here. He could ether smell my perfume or see threw my charm. It was close to the full moon so his sense f smell was increased immensely. And he had told me he put a charm on his glasses so he could see threw invisibility spells so that way James and Sirius could no longer sneak up on him.

His face fell when he saw the state I was in. He could see the tear stains on my face and the heart break in my eyes.

But I wasn't looking at him. My eyes where still transfixed on Sirius. He didn't even flinch from my comment. Just continued to hold on to this other girl. With one glance at Remus I put a finger over my lips and shook my head. And with that I spun on my heels and walked from the hall.

For weeks this went on. Sirius and the others would be constantly surrounded by girls. And for weeks he let this girl hang all over him. He didn't push her away or make an annoyed face. If anything he became happier.