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I can't believe this! He's doing it again!!

"Sirius!!" I shriek. I see my boyfriends head fly in my direction and I quickly see the smirk grow on his face. He saunters over to me cockily as he says goodbye to the group of girls he was just speaking with. Well more like flirting!!

"Yes love?" He says leaning against a tree. I grab his collar and pull him into the hallways and out of the court yard.

"I can't believe you!" I yell at him. I hold off the tears from both frustration and pain in my eyes from forming.

"What's wrong darling?" He asks 'innocently' but I know he knows exactly what he's doing.

"YOU! You're what's wrong!" I yell at him "I can't believe that even though I'm RIGHT HERE you still flirt with other girls!! Do you see me flirting with other guys?! No! Because I actually care about you and how you feel!"

He stands there speechless with his mouth dropped open.

"Do you even care?!" I scream at him. I scoff and hold up and hand stopping him from answering. "you know what? I already know the answer and the answer is, no. No you don't. Cause if you did you wouldn't pull this, this SHIT! IF YOU CARED YOU WOULD ACTUALLY NOTICE ME CRYING EVERY NIGHT! YOU WOULD NOTICE HOW I DON'T SLEEP OR EAT! ITS ALL CAUSE IM STRESSED AND TRYING TO BE WHAT EVERYONE ELSE THINKS IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU!" I turned my back to him and got quieter.

"You would hear how everyone says I'm not Good enough or pretty enough or smart enough for you to like me. You would hear them say I must pay you or must bribe you with sex to be with you. If you cared you would have seen..." I turned around "you would have noticed my pain and not flirted with other girls...."

We both sat there silently as I cried and held my arm. Something I did subconsciously ever since I started doing this to myself.

"I guess they where right about me...." I whispered "I'm not good enough, so I won't burden you or weigh you down anymore..... go, go be with someone who actually deserves you." I said as I
Turned around and ran off.

The tears now flooded down my cheeks and I went to the only place I could think, the quidditch pitch. I ran to my common room first to grab my broom and take off my long school robe so now I was just in the skirt, knee high socks, shoes, my button up and my house tie. I grabbed my broom and flew through the halls to the pitch not worried about getting in trouble.

I got to the pitch and I pulled out the training box. I pulled out the snitch and I let it fly around for a little. I was seaker ever since James was suspended from playing for two seasons.

I watched as it flew and ran through some drills with myself. I looked down at the box and I saw the bludgers. I figured if I carried the bat I could practice dodging while I chased the snitch. So I grabbed the bat and I let the bludgers fly.