Marauders x reader

Sirius Black x Reader

Warnings: fuck buddies, suggestive content, mentions of smut but no smut, angst, fluff, sad reader, sub drop (it's a thing that happens after sex but again this story will not be smut I'm skipping over that),

Also I'm going to preface this by saying (even though kinks aren't explicitly described) I don't want to see ANY comments saying ew or gross or wtf. Wether your into it or not that does not matter. You don't have to leave your opinion on it if you aren't. I don't want or need negative comments and I absolutely do not tolerate kink shamming.

If I see any negative comments they will be deleted and if I can possibly blocked. I've deleted a whole book because someone didn't respect my rules, (one of them being no shaming) so not make me repeat something like that. If your from my old smut book you know just how serious I'm being. (But thank you for coming to read this one I'm sorry for the inconvenience others caused :) )

Anyways! Happy Valentine's day everyone! Have a story, (wow shocking I'm actually updating XD), I figure since everyone does happy sappy stories I would give you some angst! But you all know me they usually end pretty well. So enjoy my lovelies!

I walk into Sirius' room looking around for my missing jumper knowing I left it here the last time we hung out. As I was looking around I saw a card peeking out of a drawer. And usually, I'm not the prying type but this time I couldn't help it and I pulled it out. On the card was a sappy little design there was a cartoon heart that blew a kiss repeatedly.

I can't help but open the card knowing it was for Valentine's day which was only a few days away, Sirius never asked me to be his Valentine but I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who just assumed we would be Valentine's for each other. Butterflies filled my stomach but just as soon as they did, they were swiftly stomped away.

Dear Marleen,

I'm so happy I'm getting to spend this day with you as my Valentine. Through the sea of offers, I knew you where the-

I couldn't read the rest. I felt sick, but more than that I felt rage. I grabbed the card in my fist not caring if it got crumpled as I marched over to the bathroom knowing he was there taking a shower because moments before I entered the dorm he was trying to drag me in there with him.

"Sirius Orion Black!" I screamed slamming the door open seeing him drying off his hair with a towel while a pair of sweats were loosely around his hips.

"What are you-" he stopped himself seeing the card in my hand. "Why do you have that?!" He asked angrily.

"I should be asking you why you have a card addressed to Marleen!" I yelled in return, too mad to care about the volume.

"Why would you read it if it was clearly not for you?!"

"Because I thought-" I cut myself off bringing the heels of my hands to my eyes trying to prevent angry tears from falling, honestly I wanted to ignore the fact there were some sad tears mixed in.

"What?! Tell me y/n what did you think?"

"I thought it might be for me you prick!" I yell throwing the card at him only missing his face because he swatted it away.

"Why would it be for you?"

"Because-" I stopped the words no longer moving past the lump in my throat.

"Because what? We arent anything, all we are is fuck buddies that's what we agreed on! You never said I couldn't be with other people!" He said frustratedly.

"I just assumed-"

"What? That I wouldn't want something real?!" He says angrily.

"You don't think I want that too?! You don't think I want someone to want me for more than my body?! I just thought-" I scoff at the stupidness of what I'm about to say, "I thought maybe that would be you."