Beloved My John - Johnlock

Covered in lines, the fossils I find

Covered in lines, the fossils I find, the marks and scars that show what you have done, how much you have lived. For you to be spending this part of your life with me I am truly honored. 

I stopped writing these, when we began our relationship. There seemed to be no point uselessly spilling my words of unrequited love onto the page when I could just say them to your face. But this seemed necessary, something that I wish to remember. More of a journal or diary entry, if you will. 

John, 

Last night was amazing. We had sex, if future you or me reading this hadn't already deduced as much. I don't know how to write this without sounding like a lovesick teenager, but I love you. Also that was the best sex of my life, granted it was the only sex of my life, at least the only in the way that counted, a few blowjobs here and there hardly acquainted to what we did last night. 

I wish I could be back there like I was this morning, in bed, wrapped tightly in your arms. I wish I could stay and memorize every inch of you, every scar, every bone, every soft piece of skin. 

I wish I go back to last night, to the way your skin felt  pressed against mine, the way your lips smiled into every kiss. And the feeling of your tongue, that damn tongue, licking up every inch of me, sucking, biting, pulling. Your hot breath against my erection, your cool, lubed, fingers moving ever so slowly. The feeling of you orgasming inside me, cuming right after me. 

I wish you could have stayed in bed with me, instead of going to work. When you get home you better not be tired, because I am very much ready for round two. 

Already kinda hard,

Sherlock Holmes ;)

Dated: April 4th, 2011

Amendment: April 7th, 2011

Absolutely under no circumstances can John read this letter.