John,
Go follow your gem, your white feathered friend, Mary will always be better than me. Compared to me Mary is an angel, a saving grace for you to bestow your love to. To hide away your sins, me.
I've been back a week, yet we've only spoken once since that night, when you came to check on me the next day, when you found out I was in pain. I don't know how you knew, perhaps Mycroft told you, I don't care.
John, I just want to say that I don't blame you for choosing Mary. If I were you I'd choose Mary over me too. But please John, do not cut me out completely. I know I don't deserve to be in your life again, not after what I've done, but I can't live without you.
I'm sorry. I know it's not enough, but I'm sorry.
With all the love I can give you,
Yours sincerely,
Sherlock Holmes.
Dated: January 8th, 2014
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