He Used To Be Mine (COMPLETED)

Eight

Nathan's Point Of View

As what Ma'am Nadya said, "Take the risk or lose the chance." Now how could I confess to her that I realize I lied to her kahapon while she's confessing to me that she loves me. I'm just his bodyguard and for me it's kinda impossible na matanggap ako ng mga magulang niya.

I'm just a laking probinsya na lalaki na laki sa hirap at walang maipagmalaki sa pamilyang Durham but one thing is for sure na magagawa ko ay hindi ko kayang magloko. From my past relationships i'm not the who cheated the girls choose to left me because wala akong maipagmalaki.

We don't make people's choices sila yung kusang nang-iwan at hindi ako so why would I chase them kung gusto nila talaga akong iwan after all this time.

Why would I force myself in loving someone who can't be mine at the first place.

It was 2:22am and I still can't sleep ihahatid ko pa si Ma'am Nadya sa Asd - Bcn studio for a taping sa kaniyang production number sa Its Singtime. So I get my phone at nagsimula nalang mag scroll sa facebook until I saw a familiar face na online sa messenger and it was her.

Nadya Durham

2:22am

Nathan Fabian:
Hindi ka ba makatulog?

Nadya Durham:
Seems like you're thinking
about what happened kahapon.

Nathan Fabian:
Well actually.

Nadya Durham:
You know what I think you're
lying. Wala kang girlfriend because
you don't want to be hurt again.

Nathan Fabian:
Bakit ako?

Nadya Durham:
Bakit naman hindi ikaw?
I'd still choose you kung papi-
piliin man ako.

Nadya Durham:
I'd still choose you.

Seen 2:45am

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Nadya's Point Of View

Yep, sineen lang niya ako. Maybe he doesn't really care about my feelings for him, Maybe he's afraid of falling inlove again. Kasi, sa totoo lang, nakakatakot naman talaga magmahal kasi hindi natin alam kung kailan tayo iiwan minsan biglaan nalang mawawala at hindi na mamaalam.

I'm still in the process of moving on even though its been 5 years already since me and Drake broke up but we don't know when we will be inlove again maybe now, later, or yesterday ganyan lang yung process.

It's 3:00am and I still can't sleep because i'm thinking of what might he feel if I will be the one to court him. I ask tips from the very professional love advicer which is Nika, my bestfriend.

Nika Sarmiento

3:00am

Nadya Durham:
Hey, are you still awake?

Nika Sarmiento:
Yes, i'm finishing checking the emails
of my clients why?

Nadya Durham:
Is it okay if I will be the
one to court him?

Nika Sarmiento:
Are you effing serious about that?
You really want to rush things aren't
you?

Nika Sarmiento:
Remember hindi ka pa fully
naka move-on from Drake.
Please wake up, Nadz.

Nadya Durham:
Pero, diba hindi natin alam kung
kailan tayo maiinlove ulit?

Nadya Durham:
Like sometimes love is unpredictable.

Nika Sarmiento:
Then if you really love him why
won't you make effort tutal ikaw
lang naman yung nagmamahal.

Nika Sarmiento:
May girlfriend siya siszt hindi ka
namin tinuruan na maging kabit.

Nadya Durham:
Pero what if he's lying? At gawa gawa
niya lang yung kunwari may girlfriend siya?

Nika Sarmiento:
typing...

Seen 3:30am