He Used To Be Mine (COMPLETED)

Twenty - Eight

Nadya's Point Of View

After how many weeks of staying at our house here in the Philippines which is the mansion na pinaghirapan ni Mama and Papa before we decided to move back to America and i'm still with Drake. Even ilang beses ko siyang ipagtabuyan na huwag na sumama he will still stay so I don't have any choice. Sometimes as long as he's here I felt safe and I don't know why maybe the feelings are growing but trust me hindi ko ibibigay kaagad, hindi ako magmamahal na hindi pa ako sigurado.

Nandito na din si Tatay Ronaldo and Nanay Cristy sabi ko pa nga hanggang sa pagtanda nila kasama nila ako at ako mismo ang mag-aahon sa kanila sa kahirapan and also I love them both so much since sila na ang nag-aalaga sa akin eversince I was a child. Masaya kami dito and it is almost dinner time at ang saya saya ni Mama at Papa kasama si Drake sa kusina and I remember those times when Nathan was helping Mama by cooking my favorite meal.

After they cooked our dinner inilapag na ang mga pagkain sa hapag kainan at nagsimula na kaming kumain. Tahimik lang ako sa isang sulok pero sobrang dami ko ng gustong sabihin. Alam na din ni Papa and Mama yung nangyari sa amin ni Nathan at first Papa got very angry about what Nathan did to me pero I said to him that nevermind maybe we're not really meant to be.

Papa, one the most brave person I really know eversince kaya everytime na nasasaktan ako ng mga lalaki tatahimik lang yan pero galit na galit at gusto na niyang manuntok. Somehow, I got the justice para sa kamatayan ni Elias the one who killed him was my ex which is Pablo galit na galit kasi siya dahil sa ginawa ni Papa sa kanya. When he was accused of being guilty for killing my son sinampal ko kaagad siya ng ilang beses plus Papa got very angry kaya binuhos niya ang galit sa pagsuntok kay Pablo.

I went to the balcony at umupo lang sa bench doon and I watched the beautiful stars that are shining above the sky. Biglang may tumabi sa akin and it was Drake sa tingin ko ay may malalim siyang iniisip.

"Okay ka lang?" I asked him.

"Yep." malamig niyang tugon sa akin.

"I can see it in your eyes that you're not Drake. Now, tell me what's the problem?" I asked again.

"Siya pa rin ba?" out of nowhere niyang tanong kaya medjo tumahimik ako. I don't want to answer that question because I know he will be hurt kapag nagsabi ako na siya pa rin.

"Nadz, answer me. Siya pa rin ba?" tanong niya ulit sa akin.

"Drake, siya naman palagi." I answered and smiled bitterly.

"Why does it have to be him all the time? Bakit hindi nalang ako?" he asked.

"Kasi, kahit sino pang lalaki diyan ang manligaw sa akin i'd still choose him over anyone else. In the first place ako lang naman talaga nag-assume na our relationship will last forever pero hindi pala." I answered.

"Panakip butas lang pala ako. Panakip sakit lang pala ako. Okay bye." he said and left me at the balcony.