He Used To Be Mine (COMPLETED)

Twenty - Six

“ I thought I can but I can't. ”

After 5 years...

Nadya's Point Of View

It is still him. Drake and I are living in the same roof but we're not married, we're not even in a relationship we just treat ourselves as very good friends. Nandito ako ngayon sa aking kwarto habang si Drake naman ay nasa kama ko pero maya maya lalabas na din siya sa guest room kasi siya natutulog.

"You still can't move on?" he asked me from nowhere.

"Obviously, siya pa rin. Mahal ko pa rin eh plus hindi naman ako magkakaganito kung hindi ko pa rin siya mahal." I answered. "Look at the photos with her new wife its been 5 years since we're divorced at napawalang bisa na ang aming kasal." dagdag ko pa.

"If you still love him you should've let him go wala ka ng magagawa because hindi na ikaw ang mahal niya. Huwag mo nang ipilit ang mga bagay na hindi na maibabalik sa dati because some things are meant to be broken and can't be fix." he said and left me in my room.

It was quite somehow that I still love him more than anyone else. Wala eh. Siya parin. I still ask myself why do I keep forcing myself to someone who doesn't love me anymore kahit mahirap na, kahit impossible na ay ipinagpipilitan ko pa kahit nakakapagod na.

'Di ba ganyan naman kapag nagmamahal you will do anything just to make the person stay with you even though it is already impossible. Hindi ko alam kung bakit siya nagbago, hindi ko alam kung bakit niya ako niloko, hindi ko alam kung bakit siya biglang naglaho. Sawa na ba siya? Pangit ba ako? Kapalit-palit ba ako?

While I was in the middle of drama my phone suddenly rang and it was him makapal man ang mukha niya magparamdam ulit pero mahal ko parin siya tanga ako 'di ba? oo, alam ko.

On call:

"Hello, Nadz pwede ka ba na maging singer sa kasal namin dito sa Pilipinas? if it's okay for you we will pay naman." he asked.

"Kailan ba? Nandito kasi ako sa America kasama ko si Drake at ang mga magulang ko. I'm living my life here and I don't want to go home, I don't want to live my life again with full of bullshits." I answered.

"Hindi ka pa rin ba nakaka-move on?" he asked.

"Gago ka ba? We've been married for 7 years tapos you'll just waste it kasi nalaman ko from your exes na katawan lang ang habol mo. C'mon, i've loved you so much Nathan tapos ano sinayang mo lang edi sige tapos ang usapan." I answered. "Delete my number and don't call me again I don't deserve some shi* maganda pa naman ang mood ko sinira mo." dagdag ko pa and ended the call.

I went to the kitchen and get some water to drink nadatnan ko na Drake was sitting near the kitchen countertop may mga upuan kasi dun incase you will have some private talk during midnight.

"Tapang mo ah kunwari hindi mo na mahal." he said.

"Gague, kahit kailan pasmado talaga 'yang bibig mo hindi ka nakakatuwa eh." I answered at hinampas siya sa kanyang braso.

"Aray naman! ganyan ba talaga kapag hindi pa naka-move on nanakit?" he asked again.

"Isa pa talaga sisipain ko na talaga yang alaga mo sa sobrang inis ko sa'yo." I answered. Medjo lumayo siya sa akin dahil baka maglabas nalang ako ng galit bigla bigla.

"Sorry na, I don't want to see you crying and begging someone to stay with you kahit impossible na. Sometimes you don't see love immediately minsan hinihintay ito kaya better be ready love will come along just wait." he said at umalis na at pumunta sa guest room.