Be My Cloud? (EDITING)

Chapter Twelve

"Jc wait! Let me explain!" I yell wiping the tears off of my face.

"Explain what? You were kissing Connor right in front of me! You kissed him!" Jc replies walking out the front door.

"No Jc. Connor kissed me."

"YOU KISSED BACK! Bye Kate I'm leaving. Have fun with Connor because obviously you like him more than me!"

"Wait are we done?"

"It seems so."

I watched Jc hop into his car and drive away. I headed back into my room and flopped onto my bed. How did I think it was Jc I kissed? They are two different people. I'm so stupid! I head into my bathroom and pull out a razor blade from underneath my sink. I start to cut my wrists but I stop. I remember the time Jc found the cuts on my wrist. I told myself I would never cut again. I return the blade into its original spot and head back into my room. I hear a knock at my door. Hopefully it isn't Connor.

"Who is it?" I yell.

"Ricky, Kian, Sam, and Trevor!" Kian replies.

"Come in!"

The boys walk into my room and plop down on my bed.

"We heard what happened," Kian begins breaking the awkward silence.

"I'm so mad at myself!" I scream throwing my phone on my bed.

"Don't be."

"Why? I pretty much cheated on Jc, after accusing him of cheating!"

"Well. We figured out something that might get you and Jc back together!"

A huge smile spreads across my face but I quickly return it to a frown.

"What's wrong?" Sam asks.

"Well the thing is I don't know if I really want to be back with Jc."

"Uh... why?"

"Well I kind of like someone else."

The room goes silent and I look down at my bed.

"Who?" Kian asks.

"Someone. Now can I have some time to think?" I ask heading towards the door.

"Yeah sure."

They guys stand up and head out of my room. I shut the door and scream into one of my pillows. The thing is, is that I actually am in love with Jc except I can't return back to him so easily. I know he doesn't want me in his life right now and I want to have a chance of being back together. I decide I should probably let somebody know how I'm feeling so I decided to make a group text, because it's easier over message than in person.

Me: Guys I have to say something!

Kian: TELL US!

Ricky: TELL US NOW!

Me: I actually don't like anybody. I love someone.

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JCS POV

My phone vibrated in my pocket. I see I was added in a group text. I decide I should probably read it since Kian and Ricky are texting me.

Kate: Guys I have to say something!

Kian: TELL US!

Ricky: TELL US NOW!

Kate: I actually don't like anybody. I love someone.

Is she already over me? I decide to keep on reading the messages even though it breaks my heart.

Kian: WHO IS IT?

Sam: Come on Kate. We're curious boys!

Kate: Well its Jc.

Sam: But you told us you liked someone else earlier.

Kate: That was a lie. I really miss Jc except I knew he didn't want to talk to me so I told a lie.

Kian: What about Connor and you?

Kate: I actually thought I was kissing Jc so when I saw Jc I was going to tell him except I realized how crazy it sounded. I miss Jc so much.

I'm totally confused on how she thought she was kissing me but I figured I should apologize for running off like I did.

Me: Kate I forgive you and I miss you too. But I think we need break...

I didn't want a break! What was I thinking. I couldn't take it back now.

Kate: Okay... I'm betting you were in the group chat.

I didn't reply to her message. Instead I headed back home. After about ten minutes I arrived. I ran up to my room and shut my door. I changed into basketball shorts and decided on no shirt. I hopped into my bed and shut my eyes. I laid in bed with my eyes closed for a good hour but I couldn't fall asleep.  I heard a faint knock on my door.

"Come in!" I yell.

Somebody walks in and sat down at the foot of my bed. I look up and see Kate.

"Jc I can't sleep," she said.

"Neither can I ," I replied scooting over.

"Lay here with me."

Kate lays down I place my arm around her waist. Kate's body warmth makes me tired for some reason. I shut my eyes and fell asleep but not before I heard something that made me smile.

"I love you so much Jc. I know you're asleep but I need to tell you this so you can't reply. I love you so much I can't explain it. I want to grow old with you and get married. Maybe even have kids. But please can we stop this break and be #kc?"

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