ethan dolan
after what happened last night i decided to stay home. i didn't want to risk accidentally spilling my feelings for trinity in front of the entire school. i had to keep them under control.
but i still had to tell her.
i stare at her contact in my phone. her contact photo was a picture i took of her smiling when we went to the amusement park. my heart skips a beat as i click the message icon to send her a text.
our most recent conversation showed up and i re-read it, making my heart ache at the thought of me being so cruel to her. she deserves so much better than what i would ever be able to give her.
i hesitate, moving my fingers over the letters on the keyboard, not knowing how to start a conversation without causing a bigger problem.
fuck it.
me:
heyi sigh and set my phone down on my bed, waiting for a response.
trinity west
my phone buzzes in my hand and i look at my notifications, seeing a message from ethan pop up. a simple 'hey' was what it read. i scoff and turn off my phone, paying attention to the lesson that was currently being taught.
my eyes couldn't help but wander over to ethan's seat. i look back to the screen but take another look when i realize he wasn't even here today. i glance back down at my phone and sigh in defeat.
me:
what do you want ethanethan dolan
my eyes light up as i see her name on my lock screen. they are quick to droop when i read the text she sent. she wasn't happy with me.
me:
i need to talk to you.
please
its importanttrinity:
i'm done talking to you
i could care less about what you have to say to meme:
just listen to me okaytrinity:
text me one more time and i will block youme:
come on don't be like thattrinity:
i told you not to text me againme:
i'm sorry
my heart wasn't completely healed and i was terrified because i was falling for you. maybe i was scared because you mean more to me than anyone else. you're everything i think about
everything i need
everything i want
i'm sorry i pushed you away in order to protect myself from being hurt but holding back was the worst mistake i've ever made
all i ever want is you.
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Fanfiction"you're playing my game now." - in which a girl makes a deal with a player, they would act as a couple, but whoever falls in love first would lose. - ©️dolanaura lowercase intended