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I Can't Have This, Kids... (Pronolouge Pt:2)

"Love is for Children"
Natasha Romanoff is the master of hiding her feelings. If she wanted someone to think she feels one way, she will indeed make them think that. No one could completely crack her open. She remembers the day she had encountered her development of feelings for the 'mad' Science Dr. Banner. She hated it and enjoyed it at the same time. One second she would have no clue why she loved the man while she would have a full list of reasons to kiss him in the next."Love is confusing..." She remembered telling Barton when they parted ways. Indeed it is. Someone could fall in love with anybody, and that's exactly what Natalia Alianovna Romanova had done...

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"I can't have this, kids..."

Bruce's Story:
Bruce Banner never liked the thought of romance let alone trusting someone so much that you want to spend your whole life with them. The last trusting relationship he had, other than the non-romantic one with Stark, was with his ex-Wife Betty Ross. How he loved her so and how much she even cared about Bruce. "I'm just a complete mess... I'm just a complete monster..." He would convince himself every night and day after the 'accident' which changed everything in the world around him. After that day he knew he wasn't alone, after that day he knew that his life would never be the same and his friends and family would no longer want him.

He would pray to his mother every night, wishing that she would guide him to a better place. He's a man unfit for love, he's the fearful monster under the bed. One day his green 'shadow' completely took over, causing him to injure his lover and forced him to flee from General Ross who was on a manhunt. After this day Bruce began to fear many things, love, trust, huge populated areas and even himself. He would never find ease and love again thanks to his green shadow. He relocated himself where no one could find him and where he could put his knowledge to use.

A few years later he found himself in India where he cared for the sick in a low populated area. He did this with no trouble from his shadow. He was calm and focused on the task at hand that he kinda forgot that he was there. That's until he was confronted by a beautiful red headed agent from the 'Strategic Homeland Intervention, Enforcement and Logistics Division' Agency better known as S.H.I.E.L.D.

The red head told him about his nomination for the Avengers Initiative which he declined at first then eventually accepted. He tried his best to keep his cool and stay in control of his emotions and focused on being a scientist, not a gigantic rage monster. Man did he fail that one...

Over the years he grew up more and got used to being in a huge populated area. He gained control of his green friend with the help of the lovely Natahsa Romanoff. Being with a crazy team like the Avengers was a good thing as well, he was able to practice his tolerance over the constant craziness. As time went on, something did become clear... If he was forced to admit it, he would say that he feels way better-doing missions where you save lives instead of events waking up alone with the guilt that you murder billions. But there is one thing that he has never dealt within these few past years of his new career, and that's love.
He never thought deeply about having a relationship with anyone. That's until him and Natasha began to team up and create what was known as the 'Lullaby' which brought the two closer. Once, she finally got enough courage she finally confessed her feelings towards him. He feared this day so much. Deep down he did fee the same way, but he knew this wouldn't end well.

Sadly, he did take his chance and fled from love once again. It wasn't that she was too pushy, or that she was in too much of a hurry nor too she just way too selfish. It wasn't her, it was him. He feared of love. He already hurt one of his lovers in the past, he didn't want to do it again

He hasn't seen the woman in years, in fact he really didn't see his 'co-workers' in years. He spent most of his time away, trapped inside his own mind like a caged animal. A couple of years later, with the help of his mighty friend Thor, he regained control. However, he still got his ass kicked in the end but a mad Titan named Thanos. He ended up back on Earth to relay an important message to the team. Here he was believing he would never see Earth again, or see his friends again, or even see her again. "I can't have this... Kids." He told her, the days before he left. But maybe he's willing to try something different.

I hope you enjoyed! Next chapter some stuff will actually happen. ❤️❤️❤️