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[First of all I want to thank you guys again! I had so much fun writing this book. Thanks for all the support you guys gave this book <3 I hope you guys enjoyed this book:) I know this book didn't have a happy ending like some other books did, and I'm sorry for that. I also appreciate that some of you guys made edits of Melody x Joey and sent them to me!!❤ I'll be coming out with a new book in a few days, so stay tuned! Love you guys!<3]

(Listen to a sad song while reading this)

~Melody's letter~

"Hey Jo, it's me Melody. If you're reading this, it's because I'm gone. Before I continue my letter, I wanted to explain why I said no to you, which I'm guessing you know why, but still. I don't think it would be fair to date you, and then leave you because of this stupid disease I have. You deserve someone who'll stay with you...and I couldn't be that person. I'm sorry if I hurt you. So now that I said that, I'm going to continue...hehe. Also if there is any misspelled words...ignore them...im writing this at 3 in the morning. Thankyou for everything Joey. You changed my life completely. You taught me a lot of things. Let's say some of those things weren't appropriate, but that's not the point. You made me a stronger person, believe it or not. I will always have a special place for you in my heart, always. Don't forget that I'll always be here for you, even if I'm not alive. I will miss playing with your soft hair...hehe. It was very soft. I will miss seeing your smile, and those cute dimples uwu. Please stay strong and positive for me Joey. Don't be sad, be happy. Things happen for a reason. I'm glad I got to meet you. I fucking love you Jo. I will always love you. Make sure to be good at school, and get good grades! I'll be watching mister! I wish I could've told you what was going on with me, but I was scared...I was very scared. I really don't want to die Joey. I don't want to go. I'm scared. Right now, I would've loved to have you by my side, since you would've comforted me. I also found out about the bet. Don't worry, I'm not mad, just in case you were wondering. If you're saying sorry right now, then I forgive you Jo. It sucks that I won't be able to see You, Jake, Sophia, Ryder, Asher, Chiara, Connor, or Chase ever again. It kills me that I won't be here no more. I never imagined that I would die like this. I thought I would die until I was about 90 years old. But that's not the case, since I'm going to die wayyy earlier. At the same time, I'm glad. I'm glad since I got to meet you and some other people, that became like my family. I also wanted to tell you, that you should move on, and find someone new. You deserve to love again. Move on, and be happy. When I found out I was going to be your tutor, I was like shit, what's the worst that can happen, right? A lot of things happend. They went from bad things to good things. Remember that time we went to this cafe at 2 in the morning? I really loved it! That was the first time I snuck out that late. I'm surprised Jake didn't hear when I left hehe. I will for sure miss those nights. I felt so bad when you had to take care of my drunk ass. I may have been a little tipsy....yikes. Thanks for not leaving me at the party. That was also the first time I got a hangover. I still can't believe that all of this will be over soon...I wish it would all be a nightmare. I'm laughing by myself right now remembering when I scared you. You should've seen your face, oh god, let me catch my breath, ha. I'm glad that at least you, Jake, Sophia, Ryder, Asher, Chiara, Chase, and Connor are okay and healthy. As long as you guys are doing great, then I'm doing great, even if I'm not here physically. Please never forget to appreciate Sophia or your mom. Thank and appreciate them, since they're still here. Live your life to the fullest Joey. When I'm gone, don't cry. I want you to be happy. I am running out of space to write...oops. Again, don't forget I will always be here for you. I know it won't be the same, since I won't be here physically, but you can always count on me. Don't forget that. Also, there's a bracelet I made you. It's inside the envelope. Hope you like it :) I just felt like making it for you. Hopefully, you get to graduate soon. You're almost there bud. Only a couple more months, and you're off to college. Well, I'm guessing you'll go to college. Once you're out of highschool, I wish you the best of luck! I'll be there, even if you can't see me. I'm very proud of you Joey. You improved a lot. Well, I guess I should get to sleep. I'm like literally falling asleep on my desk. I'm really dumb haha. Mi amore, please stay safe. I wouldn't want to see you, just yet. I will make sure to look over you. Think of me as your guardian angel. Anyways, I love you a lot! I'm going to get going now. I don't think falling asleep on a desk would be comfortable. Life is short, so live it to the fullest Joey. I would give you this letter in person, but I would just rather for you to read it when I'm gone. Don't ask why, because I don't know either hehe. So I guess this is it...thankyou for everything Joey.
Goodbye and goodnight (or morning ha.)

  -love Melody

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I can't believe this is the last chapter oh my god...