Enemies With Benefits | liskook

• chapter 9 •

Jungkook's Pov
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What feels like an eternity has only been three mere days. Three days of Lisa ignoring my entire existence. I don't so much as get a second glance anymore. She switched seats just to avoid me, leaves the table at lunch if I sit down and her smile vanishes the rare times our eyes meet.

I know I fucked up but it's killing me not being with her, seeing her laugh, her grin, her lips, her body, her-

"Jeon Jungkook! Could you try to focus on your work please." Mr Oh shouts across the class in my direction.

I try to rip my attention away from the girl I've been eyeing for the majority of this lesson, as she speaks so comfortably to the boys surrounding her.

Giggling at their corny jokes and stupid pick up lines. Flashing her smile and playing with her hair. Batting her eyelashes so nonchalantly.

I could almost be fooled by her facade, but as our eyes meet her smirk widens as she places her hands on the biceps of the boy next to her, flirting while staring straight at me.

"Aisshhh the fucking nerve." I mutter under my breathe. I roll my eyes and try to finish of the final questions on the board. Finally, the bell sounds and I gather my things. I make the executive decision to make my way towards her desk.

"Yah Lisa, can we talk?" I ask lowly.

"Sorry, but she doesn't want to speak to you." A boy steps in front of Lisa, blocking my view. Fucking dickhead. I had gained some unwanted attention from one certain fanboy that has been swarming around her so often lately.

"I wasn't talking to you, I was talking to Lisa, so just back off alright?"

"Or what?" My jaw clenched and my fists tightened. How many weeks worth of detention could I endure for beating the shit out of this guy right now?

"Oppa," She soothed, snaking her way in between the two of us, "I can handle him myself, just wait for me in the canteen."

The boy nodded and gave her a quick wink before leaving with his posy of followers. The whole class including the teacher had left now, leaving just me and a very smug-looking Lisa. She sits on her desk, wearing a huge smile on her plump lips.

"It's been three fucking days and you've already found some dickhead to fuck?" I snarled, as she smirked at me.

"Who I spend my time with now is none of your concern Jungkook. With Sehun, he treats me like a princess, he shows me off and is just a master in the bedroom. That's more than I can say for you Kookie." Sehun. Arsehole. A chuckle escapes her lips and my unamused expression.

"Lisa can't you just hear me out, I want to make things right. Please let me do that."

"Jungkook, you had your chances, there's only so much I can give. Besides I've moved on now, you should too." She says matter-of-factly, seeming so unfazed.

"You've moved on huh?" I start to edge closer to her, placing my hands either side of her legs as she sits propped up on her desk, "tell me doll, can he make you feel things the way I can?"

I trail my finger against the exposed skin on her legs, circling my way up to her arse, which I squeeze firmly. Her eyes close and she bites her lip in pleasure.

"Still as responsive as ever doll." I whisper in her ear, as I bite down on it slowly. Her hands find their way from my abs to my chest, and I growl at her touch.

A sudden push against my chest startles me, as she forces me to stumble backward.

"What gives you the fucking right Jungkook! God to you think I'm just some slut you can seduce and I'll come running back with open arms? I-I'm tired of your constant back and forth! You want me when you can't have me and when you have me you try to hide or neglect me!" The change in atmosphere stuns me as I try to find some words to say back, but no noise leaves my mouth. My lips try to form words but it's no uses. What am I a flipping fish, I'm just gaping at the girl.

I can see the tears stinging her eyes as she looks into me, searching for an answer, but I remain silent. Her sigh is deep and defeated as she strips her eyes from mine and looks to the floor.

"I'm not gonna wait around until you're happy. I'm not gonna wait around until you feel you're ready and you can't expect me to be at your beck and call when you do." She speaks slowly and faintly, just so I can barely hear.

"I want you." I blurt out

"You had me, I was all yours, but that opportunity is no longer an option. Can't you accept that? For both our sakes." She picked up her books and placed her bag over her shoulder, "This whole friends with, god can I even call you my friend? Ugh this whatever we are with benefits things was a stupid idea, it was never going to work out. It was a mistake, and I just want to forget it, so please don't try anything with me anymore."

She heads towards the door but freezes when I say, "So you regret everything? Every moment we had, you felt nothing? It all meant nothing to you?"

"Jungkook-"

"Lisa please don't say it's over, at least give it some time." I move towards her and hold her hands on mine, tilting her chin to look at me.

"I'm don't know," she releases her hands from my grasp, "I just want to move on." With that, she turned on her heels and exited the classroom. I slumped into a near chair. How did I mess things up this badly?

I can't lose this girl, she was the only thing going right for me. Whatever happens, I'm going to make sure this isn't the end. Lalisa Manoban, I will win you over, just you wait.

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A/N:
Soz for slow updates, exams start in less than two days, so I'm probably gonna go on a hiatus for a hot minute
But after they're over I'll be on them quick updates.
I literally said last chapter I'm nearly at 300 reads now I have 800+ so THANK YOU!
I'll start updating my other book when I have the same amount of chapters in each btw
Thanks again, adios for a lil bit xx