The Wish (Book One)

Chapter 37: Bad for Each Other

My bed welcomes me, calling out my name like an old friend I haven't seen since high school. Shedding my clothes, only in my skin, where I'm usually so insecure, I finally just say fuck it. The scars line my back as I look in the mirror.

When Jason and I make love, he kisses the scars tenderly, but never questions them. Maybe he knows it's a soar spot, not wanting to press the matter, which I'm so grateful for. I know there will come a time where I have to confess every single detail, but not now. I just can't.

Seeing Jason today, hell, even just thinking about him causes an ache between my legs that needs to be released. I crawl on the bed, lean myself up against the headboard and spread my legs. Touching my channel, heat seeps upon my fingertips. Using my arousal, I glide my wet fingers over my bud. Uh, god.

I picture Jason's head between my thighs, working his tongue as it laps against my middle. Quick licks, sucking me into him, he then places two fingers inside. But I only want him in me. I don't want his fingers, I want him inside me, so deep I won't be able to walk for days. I close my eyes, throw my head back and moan.

So loud, no one's around, I don't hide it. The pleasure, so good. "God Jason! Yes!" I bite my lower lip, quickening my fingers. Just as I'm about to explode, I feel a pair of eyes on me.

Eyes spring open, I jump from the bed and fall on the floor. The scream that escapes louder than the moans that took place.

"Why the fuck didn't you lock the door? What if a creep just came in here, and started watching you touch yourself?"

"Says the creep." I grunt as I try to pick myself up off the floor. I want to cover myself up, but I'm having a hard time doing so. "I'm sorry you had to see that.", the words leave my mouth in a whisper.

I stare at the ground, not able to make eye contact. "Baby..." He steps closer, kneeling before me. Then he scoops me up, legs wrap around his waist, my hands tangle in his hair. Placing me softly on the bed, "Don't ever apologize for doing what you were doing. Not gonna lie, I was watching you for the longest time. Started to pull my cock out, but you opened your eyes and freaked out. I didn't mean to scare you Sweetheart."

I look at his jeans and see that his zipper is down. "Fuck I'm so hard. I've been hard the whole drive over, since you left my house. I'm surprised I didn't get pulled over, the speed I was going. Did you even get to finish?"

I slowly shake my head from side to side, indicating that I didn't. "I was so close, but you came in and scared the horny out of me." He throws his head back and laughs.

"So, if I touched you...you wouldn't get excited?" His hands cup my thighs and spreads them wide.

"Why are you here Jason?", I whisper softy. Disappointment crosses his face. I skim his jaw, collecting stubble.

"I missed you." His admission causes me to swoon, I cup his face and kiss him. Showing him, just how much I missed him. Taking the kiss to a new level, I flip him over with all my might, well...kind of...he helped...a lot.