Hope is Dead

Chapter fifty nine

Evan emptied all the cupboards in the kitchen while Jon went threw everything in the living room ''There's nothing here.'' Evan said shutting the cupboard doors, Jon looked over seeing him lean on the counter ''It's fine, maybe the guy's found something?'' he informed and walked over to the stairs heading up, Evan followed him and they checked the upper floor, Evan entered a room and his heart sank seeing it was a kids room, evident from the small bed and toys littering the room, he stepped inside and looked around the kids room at the things on their walls to the clutter around the room, he picked up a baseball bat and swung it a bit before hearing a creek in the floor boards turning to see Jon looking around the room.

He looked over seeing a dog toy on a chair ''All of this sucks.'' he commented and looked over to him, Evan nodded and looked at the ground picking up a small stuffed toy ''I'm still wondering how it all happened.'' he wondered putting the toy on the shelf, Jon looked at the clothes which was in a pile next to a dresser ''Deer.'' Evan turned to him ''I happened fast but, I saw one, I killed one.'' Evan walked over to him, Jon looked at him ''It looked like it was dying Evan, it looked in pain.'' Jon added and looked down ''Smelled horrid.'' Evan chuckled and walked over to the door ''Luke shot one.'' he mentioned looking back at him ''When?'' Evan thought for a bit ''A while back, when it was just the beginning.'' he simply explained.

''I can strongly agree that it smelled horrid, gave off these-'' ''Spores?'' Evan looked back at him ''Yeah.'' he said with a slight smile then looked down at the bat before setting it down and turned walking threw the rest of the house. Jonathan wondered downstairs and back to the front of the house looking outside, peeking, he watched how some of them ran and some just walked, he found it odd. Evan set a bag down and walked over to Jon peeking outside as well ''Notice how some are walking?'' Evan nodded ''Yeah.'' Jon moved his head from the window looking over at Evan ''Why do you think that is?'' he asked wanting his opinion.

''The one's walking look more decomposed as the others.'' he said pulling his head away ''There aren't a lot of them, those might be the first zombies.'' Evan peeked back outside and Jon thought this would be a good time to ask him something, he walked to the couch sitting down, it was facing Jon and the window ''Evan, can I ask you something?'' Evan turned to him ''Uh, sure.'' he said walking over, he sat down on the coffee table looking at Jon ''Um, is it true that your gay?'' Evan's eye's widened ''Where's this coming from?'' Jon smiled looking down ''The guy's, last night they were telling me how I could've come out as Bi to you all because some of you were Bi and gay, I was just wondering.'' Evan nodded blushing a little happy that Jon couldn't see.

''Was that nod for the question or something else?'' Evan chuckled ''The question.'' Jon nodded and Evan sat up a bit ''So you're Bi?'' Jon looked at him ''Oh, yeah.'' Evan smiled ''Cool.'' he commented and got up sitting beside him on the couch ''Why didn't you tell us?'' Evan asked looking at him swallowing his fear, Jon turned his head not realizing how close Evan really was ''Uh, I... I was worried... Y-you wouldn't be... Friends with me.'' Evan nodded and breathed out letting his hot breath hit Jon's lip's ''Stupid reason.'' Jon looked away and looked down ''Yeah.'' he said nervously chuckling ''Jon.'' he hummed in response and Evan got up from the seat grabbing Jon's hand making him stand up ''I have a question for you now.'' Jon was a bit nervous about what this question was.

''Is it true you have as crush on me?'' Jon's eyes widened and his cheeks grew red ''What?'' Evan pushed him till he hit the nearby wall ''Do you have a crush on me?'' Jon looked down blushing ''Yes.'' Evan smiled as Jon looked away, Evan reached his hand around cupping Jon's chin and made him turn to look at him, Evan felt all his fear and nervousness go away looking into Jon's blue eyes. Jon felt his heart rate slow down staring at him, he couldn't tell Evan was leaning in until Evan's lip's hit his own, Jon froze up as Evan leaned into him more, he leaned back a bit and kissed back loosening his muscles.

Evan soon pulled away and looked at him with a smile, Jon let out a long breath looking away, Jon felt his cheeks burning up, Evan sighed with a smirk and made him look at him again ''Relax ok.'' Jon bit his tongue and made his blushing go away, Evan then pulled him close hugging him, Jon smiled and hugged back resting his head on Evan's shoulder.