If Loving You Is Wrong

CHAPTER 40

Maci's POV

I was confuse as to what Nick was talking about, "Who, baby what are you talking about."

"Aye stay here while I go inside and see what's going on, because I promise you if it's what I think it is, I'm setting shit off."

I was confuse as ever because I still couldn't tell you who the hell he was talking about, plus Jessie is her own women if she wanna have a nigga over at her place SHE CAN.

I just sat in the car rubbing on my stomach as I watch Nick knock continually on the door, I saw movement from the living room window which meant somebody was peaking through it. I guess who ever the person was that Jessie had over was someone she was keeping from Nick because she still didn't come to the door, this made him even more mad.

I jumped out of the car to see if she would at least open the door if she heard my voice, "Hey Jessie it's me can you open up please, your scaring us."

"Scaring who, nah she just need to open this mutherfucking door," Nick said while kicking the door with his foot.

Finally, I heard movements on the other side of the door, "Nick your child is in here sleeping and Nathan is in the other room trying to watch Tv in peace."

Nick started searching every room in the house the minute he walked in, ignoring every word Jessie was saying. "Yo who car is that outside cause if it's what I think it is I swear I'm gonna ki.."

A tall, brown skin guy came walking out the bathroom, "what's sup baby brother," he said while putting his hands up to dap nick.

"YOU GATTA BE KIDDING ME," Nick threw his hands up in amazement. "You got this nigga up here while my kid and nephew at your spot, to top it off yo ass in a fucking robe and that makes me wonder even more what the fuck going on."

The scary part about all of this was this dude looked mad familiar but I couldn't put my hands on it. I don't know if I met him down here in Atlanta or back when I lived in Florida but he was a familiar face.

"Hey, hey baby brother chill, I just was trying to put in some family time come on mayne, you know what that's like don't you."

The more this dude speak the more angry Nick got, he was getting so mad that I started to fear him. I didn't wanna touch him or ask him to leave because he probably would of given me what he had for this nigga.

He started walking towards the kitchen, "Jessie come here right quick lemme holla at you,"

I started walking towards the hallway to check on Nathan and make sure Nicole was still sleeping but I was stoped, "So what you think you arrive now huh like you ain't know why I'm back."

I was lost because I didn't know if he had me mistaken for someone else but if he didn't get his hands off me I was gonna have another body under my belt and this time it was gonna be on purpose.

"WHAT EXCUSE ME," I yucked my hand from him.

"Yo lower your voice bitch, cause if you want me murk you the way I did your nigga then we could make it happen right here, right now," he raised his shirt up flashing his gun.

My entire body went numb, and all I could hear was my rapidly beating heart. How could I not notice, was I that caught up with Nick that I forgot about the man that I was crazy in love with killer.

Nick came walking back into the, "baby get Nicole and let's go."

I was relieved because had I stand there any longer I might of passed out. I speed walk into the guest room that Jessie had Nicole sleeping in and she was still fast asleep, I was happy cause I don't think I wanted her to be up to add to the chaos that was surrounded by us.

Her bag wasn't in the guest room with her so I assume it must of been in Jessie's room, I usually wouldn't go into someone's room without permission but I just was getting Nicole's bag.

The minute I walked into the room the stink smell of latex slapped my nose, I just rolled my eyes because I couldn't believe it, after all the things she said that man did to her I wouldn't believe she would lower her standards just to feel loved by a man who don't value her, who only want to use and abuse her body.

Condom wrappers was all over the bed, "gee how much times did they fuck," was all I said to myself.

"Mai what are you doing in here," Jessie came speed walking in the room, moving the wrappers off the bed as if I ain't already see it.

"I only wanted to get Nicole's bag I'll hurry up and leave," I started walking towards the door when Jessie pulled me back by my hand.

"Please don't tell Nick I fucked him, it's just that I really want.."

"Just stop, we good I don't want no explanation because I don't deserve one. Jessie what you do is your business," I cut her off mid sentence because I really didn't want no details as to what went down.

Don't get me wrong I wasn't upset with her, it's just that I hated the fact that it was the man who killed my boyfriend, well deceased ex boyfriend.