I never did expect to lose you.
I knew you had cancer, but,
I never did expect to lose you.
I never realized how much pain I took away when we talked,
I never did expect to lose you.
I realized that I was drifting from you
I never did expect to lose you.
I wanted to talk to you.
I never did expect to lose you.
I tried to get in touch with you
I never did expect to lose you.
I was so close to hearing your voice one more time.
I never did expect to lose you.
I remember texting you on discord, and you didn't reply.
I never did expect to lose you.
I was shocked when your sister said you passed the previous night.
I never did expect to lose you.
I took too much for granted.
I never did expect to lose you.
I miss you more than I believe I let myself think
I never did expect to lose you.
You were there for me no matter what
I never did expect to lose you.
But I, I wasn't that great of a friend
I never did expect to lose you.
And I now live with that everyday.
I never did expect to lose you.
All because... I... I never did expect to lose you.
Rest In Piece, to a wonderful human being
that I had the pleasure in become very close
friends with. I miss you dearly.
R.I.P. Jonathan.