I don't know why, what, how but I'm still in love with you. But I guess sometimes people that we are deeply in love with are just not deeply in love with us. They might use you, but you don't believe they would do that to you. You don't believe the are because they swear they are not. But when they ignore you and don't want anything to do with you after they use you, it's hard to believe they were telling the truth at this point, your head starts to overwhelm yourself with things like, you're not good enough, you're not pretty enough for him, you're barely good enough for sex.