Shit, how do I say this?
You got me twisted. All the way around.
But I think we both know,
you didn't end it because of
paranormal activity,
nor that I deserve better,
but you probably left for a prettier face.
Shit ever since you left, I've been drinking, I'm kinda shocked I'm sober right now to write this.
I'll probably regret writing this later, But I really need to get this off my chest.
If I wanted to do better, I would've.
If I didn't want you, I wouldn't have done that to my 'best friend'.
I did it so there would be no more drama. But who knew you'd break me after I did that,
leaving me with no one to help me,
I'm holding a lot in. I get panic attacks some days right before going into class.
It sucks because, it feels like no ones there to help me anymore.
But, for some reason, my heart doesn't want to let you go
and that shit's tearing me apart cause you don't even seem to care.
But hey, I still love you anyways.
