"I give you my word I have never cared about you" he said to me
I wanted to fight you on this so badly, but the best I could say was
"I don't believe you"
But the truth of that was, I do believe it.
You honestly didn't care more than half the time.
Sometimes I'd see you hating everything I've ever done
And, I'l be honest, I hated myself because I couldn't live up to what you wanted.
At the time I honestly wished I could be it for you.
But there was someone else,
Someone that was prettier than me,
Or better than me,
And each time it seemed like you were choosing them over me.
however,
I knew for a damn fact,
no one was ever gonna put up with your bullshit
Like I did,
Like I was,
I'd always been with you,
Through all the girlfriends,
All the shit you've done.
I never left.
but I have now.
