this should be absolutely no reason for why I am still in love with him.
he's already said he wouldn't try and give us another shot, and I need to stop bringing myself back into it, because in the end I always leave with my heart hurting.
there really is no more reasons for me to keep going in the loop, but yet I still do because I love him.
no reason for him to love me after what I did, and I don't blame him.
I never have and I never will, because it was always me, I caused it to be this. way.
