It's been two years.
I really don't know if you'll find closure, but this might be closure for me.
I've noticed you've blocked me one more than one thing, once again.
I still remember when I told you.
Later on we had an event to work,
You came up to my truck.. I was on the phone..
I had to hold back tears, feelings, emotions.
Because I was on that phone call. I hated the phone call in that moment,
I hated how he could hear both of us, but he still has never noticed how much pain I go in.
Yes, I said go in- I still have nights that I miss you so terribly, and its been two years later this year.
I never got to 'heal' .
And I am lost.
I still do strongly believe your going to be one person that I will always love.
You've told me, "you were not you that day in your truck"
That's because I was not able to be.
I was on a phone call, I had to act like it didn't hurt me.
It's been two years
And look at that, I'm still writing about you.
I'm still hurting.
I'm still not healed.
I'm still sad about it.
I just can't help it when you block me, it makes me remember the old times,
And here I am sad, and listening to your playlist just like
Two years ago.
