I hide behind a mask. A mask painted with a dazzling smile and kind eyes. A mask that laughs, and loves, and brightens any room. A mask that everyone loves.
But I am not that mask. I am a ghost, small and scared. Hateful and angry. Alone. I am so scared one day that mask is going to crack. That the walls i've built so carefully will falter and my kingdom will become nothing but rubble and ash. And I will be there, alone with no one else to blame.
No one to hold me. No one to save me. So i will crumble just like the world around me. and I will be nothing but dust, blown away in a breeze.
Forgotten and alone.
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Hyacinths & Biscuits
PoetryCarl Sandburg once said "Poetry is the synthesis of hyacinths and biscuits." Enjoy this collection of poems, text messages, diary entries and more. Starting from age 15, and continuing to this day.