Not Who You think I Am •shyland•

Chapter 2

Ryland's POV

This 'Shawn' person left me with nothing. I feel like something bad happened. Ughh why do I always want to know what going on with people. It isn't like I'm his parent, ughh. I have some issues to deal with. I moved here to get away from my ex boyfriend, my ex was abusive. Yes he was charming don't get me wrong. It's like some abusive relationships they draw you in with you thinking oh this might actually be the guy for me. They start out by being nice but then start being abusive, now this wasn't just mental it was also physical. To this day I still have bruises. We moved here about a week ago. I didn't even tell him I was moving and if you're wondering yes, I am gay. Because of that relationship I have horrible trust issues. This makes it hard for me to make friends or talk to anyone, especially the school 'bad boy', Shane Lee Yaw. Now Shane was your typical bad boy. Wears leather, gets kicked out of class mostly everyday, and bullies kids, from what I hear. Before you even say it yes I know, shouldn't listen to rumors but some of these are true he is in 5 out of 7 of my classes. He only gets kicked out of one of the classes we have together, science.

From my old relationships I have discovered some bad things that I can't stop doing, it's like an addiction. I have gotten some questions on why I don't eat at home or at school. My answer for school is " I'm still full from breakfast' and my answer for home is ' I eat a lot at school' do they believe it yes, they do. I have developed a eating disorder because my ex boyfriend called me fat and ugly for the longest time, literally our whole relationship.

[ New message from Shawn]

Shawn: Hey babty

Ryland: Why are you calling me that?

Shawn: Why not

Shawn: You known your really cute when you smiling

Ryland: are you stalking me

Shawn: nope just in the same class

Shawn: and now your trying to find out who I am

Ryland: ugh you're too good at hiding yourself

Shawn: I'm in plain sight

Ryland: something weird is going on

Shawn: What do you mean?

Ryland: Shane is sitting by himself and he looks sad

Shawn: Maybe you should talk to him

Ryland: I don't know

Ryland: I'm not the best when it comes to talking to guys.

Shawn: why

Ryland: ex boyfriend issues

Shawn: tell me about your story

Ryland: I don't even know who you are, for all I know you could be a serial killer.

Shawn: yeah I'm totally a serial killer

Ryland: not funny

Shawn: is too

Ryland: no it's not

Shawn: Ok maybe it's not

Ryland: exactly

Shawn: so can you tell me now