Not Who You think I Am •shyland•

Chapter 16

Ryland's POV

I think today I'm going to try and go to school. I just don't know if I could handle seeing James today or ever.
Screw it. I'll go to school, plus if I didn't go to school my parents would ask and probably take me to the doctors.
I quickly got ready and told shane I was coming to school. He offered to give me a ride but I said no. Today I felt like walking to school. Probably not a good thing to walk because of the whole James situation.
Once I arrived at school I saw Shane outside of the building.
I was surprised that he was even here, it was at least an hour early before school.
"Hey what are you doing here so early?" I asked
"I could ask you the same" he replied
"I thought you would be here so I came sooner to see you" I said
"Aww" He said and gave me a kiss
"Well we're an hour early what do we do?" I ask
"I don't know what do you want to do" Shane said
"Let's just go inside and get everything situated then do what we want" I responded
We walked inside the building sneakily so no one would catch us, i don't know the school rules and I wasn't trying to get detention.
Shane and I decided to go grab something to eat.
I didn't really get that much, I actually got more than I wanted to but Shane insisted that I should get more.
When I ate I remember everything he said to me

*flashback*

"What the hell do you think you're doing" Dylan yelled
"Uhhh eating a snack" I replied confused
"You know you're so fucking fat and ugly, no one will actually love you. I just do it out of pity" Dylan responded

*end of flashback

And after that day I never really eat or drink anything besides water.
"Ryland"
"Ryland"
"Ryland"
"Ryland" Shane snapped me out of my thoughts
"Sorry what" I got out of my thoughts.
"Are you okay?" Shane asks
"Yeah I'm fine" I reply
"Ok well we should get to school" shane says
"Ok" I respond
We got up and thrown our wrappers away, then headed out to the car.
Shane drove us to school, when we got out of the car I spotted Dylan and James outside the school.
I tenses up and walked back a little. I fell into Shane.
"What's wrong" he ask looking for the problem
"Um I-it's just um d-" I started
"Dylan and James?" He wondered
"Y-yeah" I stuttered
"Are you going to be okay?" He asked me
"Yeah, I'll manage" I lied
We walk into the school, get our bags and books. We start heading to our lockers. I don't know how we got past James and Dylan without them seeing us. Unless they did see us and they just didn't want to bother but that doesn't seem like them so I doubt that.
You know sometimes I wonder if Dylan and James are dating. I mean it would be one fucked up relationship but they are perfect for each other. One fucked up person with another.
"Hey you're in deep thought, what are you thinking about?" Shane questioned
"I was just wondering if James and Dylan are dating," I told shane
"It would be a surprise, they are both psychotic." Shane laughed
Then class started.
Dylan kept looking back at me. I don't think Shane saw, which is good.
Shane is protective, it's not a bad thing. It's one of the things I like about Shane. He's protective but not possessive.

*lunch*

Soon before I knew it, it was lunch. Lunch was the time for me to just relax and not care about anything.
It was about a quarter into lunch and I had to go to the bathroom.
I got up and I felt a hand grab my wrist, it was Shane,
"I'll be alright" I whispered to him
"Ok just be careful" he whispered back, I nodded and headed towards the restrooms
Then again I felt Shane grab my hand
"Shane I said I would be fine" I said still walking
"Well you might want to tell Shane the opposite when we're done" I heard a familiar voice say.
I turned around seeing James and Dylan.

A/N and that's the story... I'm kidding but this is chapter 16. I just wanted to say thanks for reading this story. Also Shane is going to be posting this week, I'm so excited.