Not Who You think I Am •shyland•

Chapter 4

Shane's POV

I couldn't sleep so I just went on my phone until I heard Ryland shifting around, he was also mumbling something, it sounded like he was saying 'no' repeatedly. I went over to see what was happening, he was still sleeping so I thought he was having a bad dream or something like that.

"Ryland" I whispered shaking him

"Ry, wake up" I whispered louder shaking him harder

"Ryyyyyyyyy" I whined, he woke up and grabbed my arm really hard. He look shook (sorry had to say that somewhere)

"Ry are you okay" I question

"uh yeah" He said looking up at me. Ughhh his eyes are so pretty, I just wish I could call him mine.

"you should go back to bed, we have to get up for school in about 3 hours" I glared walking back to the couch

"o- ok" he stuttered

"Are you sure your okay" I asked

"yeah" he said rolling over

"ok" I whispered. He went back to bed or should I say try to go to bed. I saw the ceiling light up, I assumed it was him turning on his phone. My alarm went off, it was extremely annoying. (like me, sorry) We both didn't get sleep, Ryland got more sleep than I did. I was happy that he got more sleep than me he needed it. I tried to wake up Ryland

"Ryland" I whispered, I don't know why I was whispered

"Ryyyyyyyyyyylllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnddddddddddd" I said

"Ry Ryland get. up. we need to go to school" I yelled

"ughhh, why" he yelled

"because we need to go to school?" I glared, it sounded more like a question then an answer

" Do we have to?" He asked

" I mean not really, we could tho" I said

"ok, spill the tea. Why don't you want to school" I asked

"because it's school" He answered

" So last night I remembered in our texts when you were 'shawn' you said that I was cute and you cared about me" He said

"oh yeah, I was hoping you would forget about that" I truthfully said

"do you like me" He asked

" uh, you never told me why you didn't want to go to school" I remembered

" don't dodge that question Shane" he glared

"uhh, ok fine I may think that your kind of cute, you happy?" I mumbled, regretting what I said

"Sorry I didn't hear that" Ryland responded

"Oh shut up" I said

"no really I didn't hear you" he said, I thought this would be my chance to change my answer to his question

"I said that I was trying to make you feel better, you looked sad" I don't know what I was saying, I was kind of making things up but no really. It's confusing

" oh ok, well it worked thanks" he said rubbing his eyes

" so what do you want to do?" I asked

" I don't know, it's your house not mine" he said, fuck, why did he have to be so goddamn cute when he is tired.

"uh let's go eat something, do you want... cereal" I ask

"sure" He said getting off the bed, we both walked downstairs my mom still wasn't home or she was and had to go back to work.

" so where's your mom, it seems like she never home" he asked

"she's a nurse so her shifts are crazy" I mumbled

" oh" He said

Sorry for the slow updates... I don't know if there actually slow or if it's just me being hard on myself but here's chapter 4. Sorry for this shitty story, I can't write to save my life. K byeee ♡